Breaking of the JINX of a RELATIONSHIP..

For the first time in many months I am actually writing a blog after being inspired from some one and the latest 87th so called poem was written.Could very well be called a co incidence , but to me what I feel its destiny. I might seem too much optimistic about this, but have nothing to loose.

The ability to say or else confront what you really perceive is the thing that matters the most. Am I closing in too quick or else too fast which could shake this up..could very well be true. Hesitation or else ego what other perceive could easily creep in an relationship. But I am keeping my fingers crossed, hope I get lucky for the VERY LAST TIME...

Wish me luck..

Still Unknown......for how long May be GOD only knows.

I have never felt you so close,
Look behind time through closed doors,
Some days left behind,
But I still have your number, I suppose.

How could it be, that you never looked back?
I suppose, I was the one behind the spat.
The mind always makes stories of you,
I guess it’s never over, as said so easily.

It keeps on saying your name,
Can’t forget the day, when your yes came.
Felt like as if heaven has come too easy off my pain.
What so ever it could be, can’t forget how much I was for it,
Didn’t knew it would disappear, even before the flowers could hear,
The fragrance behind, and I am still closer to you
For me it’s true, what so ever the pain or love,
May be I have accepted the truth in and with your name..

DREAM or REALITY...its your choice....

Dream..nice word..or probably the best word.You could probably get anything you want, and I mean any thing. No worries and only a happy ending every time, but that all depends on the hours of your sleep. What's the best thing you have ever wanted. Look beautiful or handsome and all the world fell up to your feet. have so much wealth to buy Honda CIVIC( Apologies for a D segment car, as I never went to BMW in my dream..Poor me, as only able to get 5 hours of sleep..so can't get beyond that in 5 hours.) a sexy mobile phone..a great bike, driving at a speed of 120...or else more.Sitting at a beach side with the love of your heart, and gazing him or her and the moon...How could I forget the perfect CANDLE light Dinner..Love that never DUMP's you in between life.Always scoring highest marks in class.become a doctor, or an Army person with the girls falling for your uniform.Late night parties or else night outs.wardrobe full of jeans, t shirt, suits or clothes.Lots and lots of options in the shoes, watches department.Lots of girls / boys wanting ti be your friend or else more than just "GOOD FRIENDS".Being privileged one to get anything to eat.To thank god every time. Hope of having a valentine this year.Celebrating new year with a great late night bash.Driving with your partner on a long drive in a rainy season.Praying for your partner every time in the Church,temple, gurudwara or the Mosque or else any place of worship. Having late night talk on phone.

Just a wish or the wishers or dreams we have.Some of them already realized and for some we are giving our sleep. So that we could reach it in time. All I want to say is that just give it your best shot without regretting what will happen in the future. As you might not even get a second chance for it. Love our life, and make all of them come true. God is always in you, and believe in him as you always do..

Stay Blessed every one..
Regards
Dilmeet.

MY CURSE.......

Habit of speaking and writing the truth every time. Have already faced trouble for it, and now no one to stand by me. Have broken many hearts with my word, for them I always pray to GOD for FORGIVENESS. And I know the apologies won't do.

But at least I have always been true to myself and for me that what counts.

Stay Blessed where ever you are....Need no name to mention about her.

I am still living with my CURSE...

MY REJECTIONS.....

May be the expectations or the dreams or just a peer pressure to make a name or just a simple wish to do something for our own life.Am I being too much optimistic that everything will happen as its supposed to happen. nice school life, then college and then job and then..................god only knows what's next. but perhaps the most important thing is that You always keep on trying your level best. And most importantly you should deserve before you ask for any such thing. Value of any such thing, a materialistic thing or else a relationship can only then be better understood by us.

And to me,now at some point of time need a thoughtful person to listen to. About life, hope,faith,pain,forgiveness. Seems a bit awkward but its true. To have a great conversation during an interaction is much more important than just having a CASUAL TALK. Decided to write the blog about reading the word "REJECTION", in the blog I follow. As Till date to me the rejection only meant any sort of a failed relationship. its not that I have had any. But was only one and lasted 3 days. What went wrong who knows. May be destiny or me, a curse or pain or my foolishness or me being too much happy about the verdict that "FINALLY IT HAPPENED" i mean love..

But as lesson's come hard by.M not having any thing to share but the hope and faith is still strong as it was. And may be now its even more. Out there there are people who are all about FASHION, BIG FLASHY cars, NEW PHONES, LOUD NOSE, LATE PARTIES,BIG BOOZE.....list is end less. Is this life or we are just following a trend, to have an INDIVIDUALISTIC personality. Or Just fulfilling the LAST WISHES before we say GOOD BYE to this world.

Its not that my dreams were not fulfilled. M already having a great career and a great job for which I am always thankful to the almighty. But till date from the past 6 and half years just after my school, I waited for the Best thing ie "LOVE". But it never did. Am I too much a weird personality or else I am from some other world sent to earth.....Tough question..well there goes a poem dedicated to the person who inspired me to write a meaningful blog on "REJECTION" or else "MY LOVE REJECTION"..


Its difficult to smile,
When deep inside you know its all lies.
Cannot deny, and also can't cry.
But hope inside will never die.

I am living in the world,
with his name which is always close.
As he knows when the dreams will come true,
been a while, as I am still stuck in these blues.

Who is to blame for this,
me or my destiny.
And If is not destiny,
Then why is that its always me.



Thank you for the meaning...."REJECTIONS"

Khud se Durrrr Bhagta hua...

Pata nahi kyon magar....

AAJ YAAD RULA GAYE AAPKI....

Rabb vi kamaal hain..kadee taan hasii aa jandi hain..kyun koi kise nu samajh nahi sakda..and why is it that we then also try our level best to make some thing happen out of nothing...and still kya karein DIL HAI KE MAANTA HI NAHI...

but zindgi hain chalna sikha hi deti hain kisi na kisi tarah..kya kare yaar..jitna kam soochne ki kosish karte hain..utna hi yyad aa jaati hain..bus aise dil mein bass gaye hain ke nikalne ka naam nahi leti hain..kya karein naam bhi nahi le sakte...

U do not know the reason..but still do..and was one of my reason to shift the job to delhi besides my family..but kaise convince karu, kiss jooth se khud ko samajhaaoo aur kya keh kar na roone ka bahana phir se yaad dilauunn....par aaj bhi gurudware mein ardaas kartan hun, pata nahi kyun..shayad jahan rahe kush rahe woh insaan..

Stay Blessed always..to u miss..

Time never stops..

Been 2 months and 6 days...

It never died....nor it will....just lives on and on with me , in me....forever and ever.....

Get ALONG....


Still can't believe what happened..but everything was good..and still living with the memory of that person..in the name of god.."TERA BHAANA MEETHAA LAAGE"...may be have accepted my defeat..or have given my self to the situation...wht ever the reason might be, one thing is for sure no one really knws why it happens..and the easy or the losers accept the defeat and some like me..accept it in the name of god..it is't I have given the hope..but the person still lives in me..and no day passes by without the dream of her..But as you find happiness in the others, M happy for that person. as Love is all about forgiveness. and to give everything in ie, till the respect is left.

Just living in the dream of her to give a signal to come back..as still everything I do, I do for you...M not weak, but respects her decision, and have no qualms against her..but just to tell her, that the eyes still seek her..and will do every time, everyday till I die..and was no one and will never be any one except you..Find happiness my lady, where ever you are, with whom so ever you are..The person still waits for you and will continue to do...