Source of so called "MY HAPPINESS"....

Ever imagined that what's the source of Happiness! but we all know that who is to blame for our so called sadness or else madness. We can easily be called selfish in our own terms and conditions. And we always curse him when we are in any pain or problem and also when the life is not going our own way. The ability to still stay afloat and cling to the light ray of hope

I am POOR!!!...any Problems?? - IT COSTS MORE TO BE POOR....

I usually get free around 6:30 pm from my office in Okhla. And it takes me 35 to 45 min to reach to Dhaulan Kuan (probably half of my battle with heavy traffic is won at this stage). The only neck breaker or else the worst jam I am usually stuck is at Kirbi Place red light. Standing motionless for about 10 - 15 mins and see the traffic in the opposite direction passing by. Four children all in the age group of 6 - 12 years are waiting for the vehicles or else cars to stop, so that they can earn their living. One of them is selling flowers and others small toys of children. Its worthwhile to mention that they are probably having one the best negotiation skills.

The question now that needs to be asked is that how come they are in possession of such expensive toys and great fresh looking flowers. I am diverting from my topic , which is, what is the fault of them that they are in this particular situation. Does god any time see how much suffering or pain his own children are facing in this world.
Same was the condition at Nehru Place where children present at them were even not having clothes to wear, and we including me were busy having a great lunch. How pathetic. Is there any way we can help them, or just we can watch them as mute spectators and see them passing by in the our back view mirror...

Are we at such a position that nothing seems worth while to us in this world.. And we can laugh at ourselves for being help less, immature, self centered, egoistic creature...

God Knows....Lets hope and give them a chance to feel how special they are to us and to this world. And perhaps you out there reading it can start a change..As the change to begin and improve is within...

Stay blessed my friends..Hope you are not poor at heart, mind and self confidence.

Yes...Its true Expectations does hurt...and that to BADLY!!!

Was just a thought today,
Don't How it became life for me,
Have I heard them wrong,
Or does she really mean to pass it on.

Have a lot to learn from and in this world,
Every day is new, just hope for it to work.
Nervous as I may seam,truth is a lie,
Perhaps that's always I have mean..

Most awkward situation is this,
can't pretend every thing is peaceful as it is.
Why I am again writing it all to long,
Perhaps I want you to find out the meaning behind my songs.

Just a request to you,
And again I guess I expect some thing in return from you,
As our love is new,
Please don't wash it away from your face like a morning dew..

SPECIAL PERSON's in my LIFE

One of the very best things in this world come unknown. Perhaps that's why we never realize how much important they were to us. And that's were we always forget to thank the god for helping and taking us out from the precarious situation. As to doubt his (God's) power is that like we are asking as if the world does not exists . Never ever forget what all he has done to your life. As time and again he sends some one to you , for it you only have to open your eyes...

Thank you for sending some or perhaps some great friends to me, and I am proud to tell every one that how much they all mean to me. They have at times made indispensable contribution to make me a better person more than what I am today..

Perhaps I am enclosing some beautiful pics of all the persons that have till date mattered to me the most..

What IF???

What if I had a girlfriend??
What if I had finished my graduation in Delhi??
What if I had friends or to be more appropriate female colleagues??
What if I had a great job??
What if I had a great life??
What if I was the next Bryan Adams??
What if I was not me and some one else??
What if I never ever had a blog??
What if I had every thing??
What if I owned every thing??
What if Love could be bought??
What if I could go back to time??
What if I was full of happiness??
What if I had 48 hrs in a day to spent??
What if I was not too much free to write this??


Ever imagined the word "IF"??
Just think about it....

Need HELP!!!

Need help..Is any body listening.

Breaking of the JINX of a RELATIONSHIP..

For the first time in many months I am actually writing a blog after being inspired from some one and the latest 87th so called poem was written.Could very well be called a co incidence , but to me what I feel its destiny. I might seem too much optimistic about this, but have nothing to loose.

The ability to say or else confront what you really perceive is the thing that matters the most. Am I closing in too quick or else too fast which could shake this up..could very well be true. Hesitation or else ego what other perceive could easily creep in an relationship. But I am keeping my fingers crossed, hope I get lucky for the VERY LAST TIME...

Wish me luck..

Still Unknown......for how long May be GOD only knows.

I have never felt you so close,
Look behind time through closed doors,
Some days left behind,
But I still have your number, I suppose.

How could it be, that you never looked back?
I suppose, I was the one behind the spat.
The mind always makes stories of you,
I guess it’s never over, as said so easily.

It keeps on saying your name,
Can’t forget the day, when your yes came.
Felt like as if heaven has come too easy off my pain.
What so ever it could be, can’t forget how much I was for it,
Didn’t knew it would disappear, even before the flowers could hear,
The fragrance behind, and I am still closer to you
For me it’s true, what so ever the pain or love,
May be I have accepted the truth in and with your name..

DREAM or REALITY...its your choice....

Dream..nice word..or probably the best word.You could probably get anything you want, and I mean any thing. No worries and only a happy ending every time, but that all depends on the hours of your sleep. What's the best thing you have ever wanted. Look beautiful or handsome and all the world fell up to your feet. have so much wealth to buy Honda CIVIC( Apologies for a D segment car, as I never went to BMW in my dream..Poor me, as only able to get 5 hours of sleep..so can't get beyond that in 5 hours.) a sexy mobile phone..a great bike, driving at a speed of 120...or else more.Sitting at a beach side with the love of your heart, and gazing him or her and the moon...How could I forget the perfect CANDLE light Dinner..Love that never DUMP's you in between life.Always scoring highest marks in class.become a doctor, or an Army person with the girls falling for your uniform.Late night parties or else night outs.wardrobe full of jeans, t shirt, suits or clothes.Lots and lots of options in the shoes, watches department.Lots of girls / boys wanting ti be your friend or else more than just "GOOD FRIENDS".Being privileged one to get anything to eat.To thank god every time. Hope of having a valentine this year.Celebrating new year with a great late night bash.Driving with your partner on a long drive in a rainy season.Praying for your partner every time in the Church,temple, gurudwara or the Mosque or else any place of worship. Having late night talk on phone.

Just a wish or the wishers or dreams we have.Some of them already realized and for some we are giving our sleep. So that we could reach it in time. All I want to say is that just give it your best shot without regretting what will happen in the future. As you might not even get a second chance for it. Love our life, and make all of them come true. God is always in you, and believe in him as you always do..

Stay Blessed every one..
Regards
Dilmeet.

MY CURSE.......

Habit of speaking and writing the truth every time. Have already faced trouble for it, and now no one to stand by me. Have broken many hearts with my word, for them I always pray to GOD for FORGIVENESS. And I know the apologies won't do.

But at least I have always been true to myself and for me that what counts.

Stay Blessed where ever you are....Need no name to mention about her.

I am still living with my CURSE...