Another one..........for LOVE...

Never wonder that I would be able to find ,
The exact person as I have always described in my lines.
Would ever it be true,
and the person will be able to do justice to my blues.

Am I expecting too much ,
from the one whom I have never ever touched.
Or is it my so called fate..
As usual I am too early,
But to me I am always too late..

Want to be not just any person but a friend,
Being with you I can only pray that the road never ends.
Have an age old historical problem of being optimistic at times,
And I myself do not know how you always come in between my lines.

Too early to say what fate the destiny has for us,
Will accept everything in his name without any fuss....

DESTINY...

Never wonder that I would be able to find,
Exact person, as what I have always described in my lines.
Would ever it be true,
That the person will take me out from my so called blues.

Am I expecting too much,
From the one whom I have never ever touched.
Or is it my so called fate,
As usual I am too early, but to me I am always too late.

Want to be not just any other person, but a friend,
Being with you I can only pray that the road never ends.
Have a age old historical problem of being optimistic at times,
And I myself do not know how you always come in between my lines.

To early to decide what fate the destiny has for us,
Will accept every thing in his name, without any fuss..

Source of so called "MY HAPPINESS"....

Ever imagined that what's the source of Happiness! but we all know that who is to blame for our so called sadness or else madness. We can easily be called selfish in our own terms and conditions. And we always curse him when we are in any pain or problem and also when the life is not going our own way. The ability to still stay afloat and cling to the light ray of hope

I am POOR!!!...any Problems?? - IT COSTS MORE TO BE POOR....

I usually get free around 6:30 pm from my office in Okhla. And it takes me 35 to 45 min to reach to Dhaulan Kuan (probably half of my battle with heavy traffic is won at this stage). The only neck breaker or else the worst jam I am usually stuck is at Kirbi Place red light. Standing motionless for about 10 - 15 mins and see the traffic in the opposite direction passing by. Four children all in the age group of 6 - 12 years are waiting for the vehicles or else cars to stop, so that they can earn their living. One of them is selling flowers and others small toys of children. Its worthwhile to mention that they are probably having one the best negotiation skills.

The question now that needs to be asked is that how come they are in possession of such expensive toys and great fresh looking flowers. I am diverting from my topic , which is, what is the fault of them that they are in this particular situation. Does god any time see how much suffering or pain his own children are facing in this world.
Same was the condition at Nehru Place where children present at them were even not having clothes to wear, and we including me were busy having a great lunch. How pathetic. Is there any way we can help them, or just we can watch them as mute spectators and see them passing by in the our back view mirror...

Are we at such a position that nothing seems worth while to us in this world.. And we can laugh at ourselves for being help less, immature, self centered, egoistic creature...

God Knows....Lets hope and give them a chance to feel how special they are to us and to this world. And perhaps you out there reading it can start a change..As the change to begin and improve is within...

Stay blessed my friends..Hope you are not poor at heart, mind and self confidence.

Yes...Its true Expectations does hurt...and that to BADLY!!!

Was just a thought today,
Don't How it became life for me,
Have I heard them wrong,
Or does she really mean to pass it on.

Have a lot to learn from and in this world,
Every day is new, just hope for it to work.
Nervous as I may seam,truth is a lie,
Perhaps that's always I have mean..

Most awkward situation is this,
can't pretend every thing is peaceful as it is.
Why I am again writing it all to long,
Perhaps I want you to find out the meaning behind my songs.

Just a request to you,
And again I guess I expect some thing in return from you,
As our love is new,
Please don't wash it away from your face like a morning dew..

SPECIAL PERSON's in my LIFE

One of the very best things in this world come unknown. Perhaps that's why we never realize how much important they were to us. And that's were we always forget to thank the god for helping and taking us out from the precarious situation. As to doubt his (God's) power is that like we are asking as if the world does not exists . Never ever forget what all he has done to your life. As time and again he sends some one to you , for it you only have to open your eyes...

Thank you for sending some or perhaps some great friends to me, and I am proud to tell every one that how much they all mean to me. They have at times made indispensable contribution to make me a better person more than what I am today..

Perhaps I am enclosing some beautiful pics of all the persons that have till date mattered to me the most..

What IF???

What if I had a girlfriend??
What if I had finished my graduation in Delhi??
What if I had friends or to be more appropriate female colleagues??
What if I had a great job??
What if I had a great life??
What if I was the next Bryan Adams??
What if I was not me and some one else??
What if I never ever had a blog??
What if I had every thing??
What if I owned every thing??
What if Love could be bought??
What if I could go back to time??
What if I was full of happiness??
What if I had 48 hrs in a day to spent??
What if I was not too much free to write this??


Ever imagined the word "IF"??
Just think about it....

Need HELP!!!

Need help..Is any body listening.

Breaking of the JINX of a RELATIONSHIP..

For the first time in many months I am actually writing a blog after being inspired from some one and the latest 87th so called poem was written.Could very well be called a co incidence , but to me what I feel its destiny. I might seem too much optimistic about this, but have nothing to loose.

The ability to say or else confront what you really perceive is the thing that matters the most. Am I closing in too quick or else too fast which could shake this up..could very well be true. Hesitation or else ego what other perceive could easily creep in an relationship. But I am keeping my fingers crossed, hope I get lucky for the VERY LAST TIME...

Wish me luck..

Still Unknown......for how long May be GOD only knows.

I have never felt you so close,
Look behind time through closed doors,
Some days left behind,
But I still have your number, I suppose.

How could it be, that you never looked back?
I suppose, I was the one behind the spat.
The mind always makes stories of you,
I guess it’s never over, as said so easily.

It keeps on saying your name,
Can’t forget the day, when your yes came.
Felt like as if heaven has come too easy off my pain.
What so ever it could be, can’t forget how much I was for it,
Didn’t knew it would disappear, even before the flowers could hear,
The fragrance behind, and I am still closer to you
For me it’s true, what so ever the pain or love,
May be I have accepted the truth in and with your name..