Relations with "Life time WARRANTY"...

Bit unusual but I guess I have emptied my heart out. For the past 9 years I was living in the guilt of the out come or the result I knew. Even though I was not successful, but the emptiness made me proud. I have said what I always wanted to say. The relations should also come with a life time warranty. Irrespective of the usage and without being affected by external forces.
Names or the relations might be hidden, but the life or the common space we share is independent of the lives we live in. Some time its boring to be so much monotonous, but its the only way I stay alive through my blog. Perhaps one of the best ways to be there always for some one.



Happiness is just the virtue of what we want,
Expectations is not our property and its up to him what he grants.
Can easily correlate to the best lines ever said,
but remember you cannot expect life without bends.

Who so ever up there is takes a decision,
has got to be convinced deep to every reason.
What if wishes are not granted,
I know you are always there ever haunted.

You cannot and never be sure,
For the relations even though so pure,
Should keep your fingers crossed,
If you would have been there, I would have never ever lost.

FOOLISHness...of a " SHORT LOVE STORY"....

Most of the times we tend to do what we want to do.Most of the times it didn't work, and the rest of the times the situation is almost the same. The latter one means we try our luck and end up being more pre occupied and hopeless. Jokes apart the feeling of "governing our lives" makes us happy. Best example :- We like some one, go ahead have an interaction or a talk. Take his or her number..

Then wait for 2 days atleast using the number..and 2 days feel like years..we do not want to eat.keep calling our friends..aaj karu ke kal baat karu...mesg karu...kya sochegi or sochega..despo toh nahi hun..kaise baaat karu...kaisa mesg karu..kab mesg karu..kab baat karu..phone uthayegi or uthayega kya??..

One of the best case study I have learn t from my HR was an example of taking an initiative and waiting for the opportunity, of being a PAPA or MAMA...and the choice lies to the individual.So make a call and be rest assured that you have a life of not to repent but to spent with that individual...and as my friend ANKUR (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000448597926) says..life is a mess..but why not make it a "BIGGG mess with some one"..I have been kind enough to have a good or perhaps a great family and not to mention sexy friends...name it.Jolly, ankur, uday,gagan...many more..not to write more name to offend some one..but in the end its the one who matters the most and not the one who host..a short poem goes out for what happened.


Its a luck by chance or by change but it worked,
As the day before I kept thinking what you wore.
You came late and i knew I would be early,
just to make sure i was there when your hair was curly.

I never knew what was addiction,
got to know about it when I am writing a fiction.
The initiative was mine and wanted to have dine,
but don't mind as its me who has just lost it to a sublime.

Great eyes and high heels, a killing combination as it feels,
Guess I was too early or too late, never to lie down and waiting for an update.
I Not able to find anything about you,
deleted you as the pain always grew..

And off late I have my friend with me,
They curse me, kill me,pull me..but I never forget the girl to whom I lost My sleep.

COMPANIONSHIP.........

Never ever understood what the word meant until I found its real meaning. The long discussion finally had a conclusion. And the best line I found out of all this is "As you grow old, you need some one to listen to and be your companion"...That's the word or may be the real "WORLD" in a "WORD".. And I bet most of us would agree to it. The old age is definitely the worst one, when you are simply dependent on others just for and only for your "HAPPINESS"..
For a 68 year old couple, cooking and making the favorite dish then also sharing it with the next person is "HAPPINESS".. I mean sharing which is the most important part and I believe we have lost it to your so called "NEW WORLD"..some call it work culture, to others its lack of time. But believe me you , me and all of us have lost it. The modernized world has taken a toll on us.

There is some one out there always,
Never know if its my strength or my week ness,
Guess the journey has been long,
But the heart has always been there all along..

Some time negative other wise positive,
The strength has always been you,
Was tough for every one letting it go,
Perhaps that was the turning point that meant me more.

People call it ego or show off,
I contradict the story as it has another version,
You need some one in your journey,
To make you realize that you are high honey.

What ever may be the reason for my happiness,
And it was and forever was true,
You are the one and the only reason,
for all my blues.

Just can't stop thinking.............and its you..

Kabhi aankh namm ho aye..
Dil kya hai, buss yaad le aye..
Woh aanshuu jo ruk chuke thee..
Kya pata yeh nahi kar payeenge bayaan..
Thee jazbaat ya keh na paye kya thi yeh baat..

Likh ke bayaan kar rahe hai ek aaass..

zindgi kitni khush ho tum,
Yeh jo hooton pe khushi hai,
Shayad aaj isi ki kami hai...
Yeh jo aaj hai, tha yeh kal mera...
Phir kyun aaj tuj pe phir bhi naaz hai...

Kal zindgi se mile theee,
Aur ban gaye woh hamari,
Kya pata tha tha ke waqt nahi hai zindgi,
Agar ban jaati toh shayad thaam letee usko....

Par kya pata tha ke zindgi ban jayegi meri,
Woh jo kal tha , aur aaj hai....aur umeed hai kal rahega..
Mera aaekaant....tu he mere saath thaa...
Aur kya pata yeh bhi saans ki tarah nikal jayega ek pal....

Us all the way...

See you, be you, its the only way I say ''Love you''....
I can say, all along....
You are the one for my song....
As I lay, I say '' love me the way'' as if its our day...
How I feel, I kneel...as if you were god for me in real...

Its the same all along.....love me more than I could ever dream on my own..
Can you hear, what i say...its not always I felt like this way...
been so tough, every day..please dont go it us all this way.....

Ever where itssss ''SAME'' - Tirupati, 21st Sep 2011

Its the same every where. You can visit any place in this world and find the same love and expressions for it.What made me write this is that the moment we landed in Chennai, I was greeted with beautiful smile. The person walked up to me and said '' Sir you are having a Punjabi Dhaba right next corner, and will get Rajmaah chawal and Paranthas''...O man, this is the only and ''the'' only thing we punjabis like or else are obsessed.

Everthing from the hospitality is first class, and for the first time I enjoyed the food. The dosa became ''roti'' for me and the filling became ''aloo ki subzee''..not to mention the coconut ki chutney..Awesome taste..must get down here for an awesome visit.

To me moving ahead is just another form of a sentence. The reason behind ''sab chalta hai''...attitude.But everything moves on some how. The person sleeping on the roadside finds a busy crossing for some air to sleep.All the people starved of basic amenities some how could find food to eat. All the home less could find way backto their home, or else a shelter to sleep...

HOPE, just a 4 letter word bind so much for every one in this world.....to some its food, to others its place to sleep....to some of us its what we want...or else what we have always wanted..''perhaps love'' affection of some one close. and immediately we come to a conclusion to blame the fate or else destiny for what we have never ever had..but simply forgets what god has really given us a hope in his prayer to work for. Its not over till you have helped some to reach or achive his hope. As some one some where is watching you, what all you have done. Be happy and self content with what you have. Really difficult to suggest this to some one who himself or herself is not aware of all this. The simple way could be to stop wasting food.

Thank u my dear friend...

I always wanted expected and fainted for all the hopes..

I always wanted as i would want it to be,
Change is all that i am able to see,
happy for the one who have moved on,
Guess was a fool,and why it took me too long.

forever was the word that i dreamt,
And it was never too simple,as i always seem it meant,
Wonder where it has all gone,
So simple to say, please move on...

Doing all the same every time,
Why not be kill my self for being blind...
but i love myself more, and i will forget you as if you never were.......

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Angry for''LOVE''.......

I always found myself in the middle of every problem.Might be because of the reason that i have habit of saying the truth.that too in a simple and an inefficient way..to which people always react with the strangest of reaction......''bull shit'',''no truth'',''filmy'', ''you are actually lying'',''you are actually saying this,but you do not mean it.....just to name a few...