Only and only the truth, and let it prevail.If it happens to be the reason of your failure today. "Bahut saara likhan hai abhi"....Happiness don't know what it is. But from the last Saturday was on cloud nine and was about to meet "MY GIRL"..Reached late last night, and I have had asked "MY GIRL" what to wear. I wore the best new T Shirt I had, and believe me my parents were also surprised " MUNDA KITHEE JA REHA HAI??"...Went to the Gurudwara to pray for the best thing to happen.But As some thing else was planned, Just had an intuition that some thing, some thing would go wrong. And it exactly happened like it..Booked a table in Cafe Coffee day ( B Block exit, towards Panchkuian Road) bought 2 chocolates to be gifted as a surprise to "MY GIRL" by the staff there.. Still standing there writing this blog in the "SECURITY GUARD's SHED"..Actually, I had my lunch with him.." USKE SAATH BAITH KE CHOCOLATE KHAYE"..and then "LUNCH"..He even offered me a "DRINK"...Bola ke "SARDARJEE ISKO PEE LOO,SAB THEK"..but kya kare nahi peete...Uski shift 8 pm pe change hain.and I will come back home by then...
For the first time in my life I now know how it feels when people say " I LOVE WALKING IN RAIN",As no one actually knows UR"CRYING".. Saala rooh rooh ke haal kharab kar liya..when he was the one who lend me his shoulder..
Koi bolta hai "PARENT's ki problem hain" koi "Friend is not awake"..Let them decide what it is. Gussa Bahut hain, "But sikhaya nahi hai waste karna ghar waalo ne kisi Cheez ko"..As everything is precious. Was a 15 day old crash course..would take a time to get, but at least I am back to my so called " MONOTONOUS" writing style.but the positive thing this time is that, I am having ideas of 2 separate individuals. Still in madly in LOVE with "My GIRL"..But let it be fictitious one this time..As it was just a game being played.With me the new entrant , I am sorry a "NEW AMATURE PLAYER" being introduced. Just stressing the fact on AMATURE..Feelings,personal life shattered in matter of a message "CAN'T HELP"....But DILL WADHAA CHAIYEDAA hunda ee..and I am proud of my DIDI and my 2 friends and of course my family who completely understands me..Gussa dikha ke kuch nahi hota, you actually pull the mud on the other person and then same is poured on you. So let it as it is.
And if it has to happen by some how. It will happen. Waise will be going to Amritsar on 20th August so will obviously be praying for "SARBAT DA BHALA" as always..But thank you for another lesson, yess it was learnt hard. But what ever it was it was nice and good, or else mind blowing..Wishing "GOOD NITE", GOOD MORNING", BYE" all with "PYAR SE"....DIL se kiya joh bhi kiya, so no REGRETS....But aacha lagta hain, when some one wishes you that, woh bhi "ITNA PYAR SE"....And if some one asks ke where is the person..
"I WILL SAY SHE IS THAT MUCH CLOSE, THAT EVEN WITH MY EYES CLOSES I AM NOT ABLE TO SEE HER"
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