Difference between a Truth and a Lie..

am tired of actually trying to explain..
Its was never me..who wanted everything to be blamed.
Some how the things never worked out..
Leaving me lonely every time in a doubt..

The wish that I always make to him is to spare me..
From your thoughts that has been killing , what I have left in my destiny.
Some thing I guess are supposed to end like this..
Despair..and blame me..for what I could not foresee ..

Please take me away from me..
As I will not be able to control myself..seeing your virtue.
Please come back again and be close again..
Actually not in a position to leave you there..as it was love that s why I wanted you here..