The Obvious so called WHY ?

Not quite usually myself I was..though it was also not awkward...
To be true its not strange of thoughts to describe the three alphabet word..
Being in some sort of just another world..
Phrase is not mere just an incidence but it easily describes...what has actually kept me on hold..

For the reason I try to avoid saying it to someone..
The moment you express ..people vanish in a thin air..as if it was for some fun..
May be that's why I needed you my blog..
Being more than happy to have shared me with you...else frankly I do not wanted to sound like as if I Sob.

I simply could not have asked for anything more than you..
Always there..no matter what happens to me..in blues or else in my true virtue..
Could easily see my refection in you..perhaps that's the best way to say thank you..
No matter what happens you my blog...were there always.. fighting with me for the truth..

Of what I ever wanted to say...but never found the words..
As for every one it meant I am always in some despair..
Guess what..I have still not found the answer "WHY" its you I always come back..
Is it I love you..so should I say...no one has best understood me..at times as you always do..

At last I hope to find my so called "ONE"...
Don't laugh at me...or get angry..you will always there..as its never so called finished and done..
Hope to see my "ONE" with you in you..standing up there being the meaning for my lines..
Its not over.as I always have faith.some day if not today I will find some one to walk with me in the blinds...