Lost it some where...

Am I guilty of committing a crime of telling a truth of my expectations..

The other way could be to find them yourself..rather than me being stuck up with my hesitations..

I wished again for the cancellation of my wish..is actually in a fix of speaking the word "thanks" for a near miss..

Yes...I admit laughing at me..on me would have been much more than expecting a barter for a kiss..

Call it to be a re run of the previous situation...with me standing up her in a complex situation..

What ever is the word yes had a meaning....it was never with any reason of not having any feeling..

My writing have gone from complex to confused as I always sound like one these days...

Guess..If I could write them off from me....coming back to the old ways of scoring goals..

Is like standing up there infront of each other..with the thinking poles apart..

The only easier way could be digest your food with a big long fart..

People actually recon with handling the toughest of circumstances as an art..

Putting myself in the shoes of being close to that position....makes me feel..I am falling apart..

The question what I ask..if it was never there at start...then why do I still keep hanging up...

Perhaps I am greeted with the most awkward remark...of trying to make up for things every time I drop..

Explanations for the reactions pop when I move my face away from the wining combination...

For the rest of my life...I Ask "Will have to live with the face saving disgrace of not having any hesitation while consideration"??