You.

Same old me..back to were it all started..

I am sorry to you...hope that can make you change your mind..
Its not actually me asking you to come back.. but it has actually made me blind..
Reason of course if only you..how can I forget.
The moments we shared together ..even though we have actually never ever met..

So what if we were not made up for each other..
We can and will live in one another dreams... always forever together..
Some time I might have pissed you..hurt you..and forced you to change your decision..
That never meant ..I stopped loving you..as for me..you are and will be the only reason..

For saying it again and again..knowing the fact you left me..
Simply and actually foolish of me..hoping for some day..if not today..and if you and I could actually see..
The Love that have in the eyes for one another...
And you asking me to move on..and leave you.....looking ahead for some one much further..

Only state that I am left ..is to feel sorry and have pity on myself..of what I have become..
Don't blame it on you..its the path chosen by me..and its not for fun..
And nor to make you realize to have sympathy on me..
If you really love me..please come back....and love me again....forever as I always wanted it to be...

Reason is you......My "ONE"...

Why I am happy even though you are not with me..
Reason is you..and I still believe in my destiny..
Perhaps some day will come..when you will ask me to come close..
Oh my God..stop me..from dreaming about it...actually you in that pose..

No matter what other's say and you think..
Its me always in you..what ever you may wear..be it your favorite pink..
Please don't go deep why it happened...just a request please revive it..
As you also know that..me and you completely fit..

Loving and being with the one is like nothing more you can actually ask for..
May be I was too fast ..to be behind you asking for more..
Call it to be selfish of me..its true perhaps
There could not be anyone like you..and I some how now can't stop...

On the Road side..

On my journey back home, I saw you at the back,

Surprising was it for me..to have actually met you just like that..

Its actually not bad..but not been able to speak to you makes me feel sad..

I am glad to have seen you..Since then I have been actually mad..

Standing at the red light , and seeing the clock tick,

To actually find out when it will say "Please start the vehicle and make me move my miss"..

Received the honk and the taunt from the back..

Was the worst I received in ages..and made me feel bad..

Hope some day I might take you out from me,

Selfish ?..No I actually do no want to sound like this..

The love that has not died down till now..

May I request you to be my moon that I always saw...

Set Me free..

One of the best inferences that I can take from the life off lately,
Are also one of the most painful one's that have touched me..
To the core....but I still believe in you one my one.
Don't doubt my hesitation ..as I have every thing prepared and not just merely for fun..

Have been doubt full of my past
Just could not gather the will to wake you up again at last..
I found myself wander places searching for my one..
Believe me ..I have always said..we had some thing special..and is better than none..

Will you be able to come back and should I be prepared.
As I am not hopping against time to ask me..Don't you dare..
Forever it has been to love my one..more than any thing else..
Want you come close to me..just by looking at me..even before I tell..

It Hurts..

It actually hurts to see you like this..
Freaking it away..when you are most likely to have your kiss..
Yes it seems a bizarre end to what was started as a move to make you get through..
Was it so hard to say...that "I also love you" as I do..

What ever the fate think it may have..
But You and I define it again..from worst to bad..
No no..I am not asking about that..
Some how I have controlled myself ..of actually not to think about my past..

Who knows I might some day peep again in you..
Not to inter fear ..but actually in despair ..
Call it to be similar sort of a desperate measure..
And only to seek your approval of the nod.."Please ask me to come there"...

Difference between a Truth and a Lie..

am tired of actually trying to explain..
Its was never me..who wanted everything to be blamed.
Some how the things never worked out..
Leaving me lonely every time in a doubt..

The wish that I always make to him is to spare me..
From your thoughts that has been killing , what I have left in my destiny.
Some thing I guess are supposed to end like this..
Despair..and blame me..for what I could not foresee ..

Please take me away from me..
As I will not be able to control myself..seeing your virtue.
Please come back again and be close again..
Actually not in a position to leave you there..as it was love that s why I wanted you here..

That Feeling never goes away..

Will I be able to relax and to make it free..
My mind that has been in clutters blaming the destiny..
For the dreams unseen and I am still wearing blue apart from green..
As its the color you liked..and it was actually before we met in a flight..

How could I forget that hour spent with you..
Still calculating as it was too less ...yes its true that some thing is due..
What ever be the case and the view..
Its too difficult to let you go from my virtue..

I am actually amazed how the things change..
Can't find you there were you actually promised to meet me for the train..
Some how its difficult to keep you away from my thoughts..
Its the LOVE that we had..and its was just a request to give it another shot..

Let me go Off "you"...My ONE..

You have been here before..unknowingly though..
Say it again..Feels like as if I have been waiting from Ages ago..
May I have the permission to speak my mind..
It actually pains a lot..not been able to speak my lines.

Of course of the reaction that might come..
Just saying those words does not mean if its over and done..
Its actually much more than merely understanding the meaning behind..
Does not mean..I have master's for the explanation to define..

Not a wish I want to make to you and to him..
Do not ever let me go off you..as its deep within..
Lately its true I might have been late to take a decision..
I love you...and perhaps I was wrong till date searching for the reason..

Life is a music..

Its actually quite strange that we assume about our perception to be true..
Even though the same applies for me when in virtue..
The so called idea of opinion is actually at fault..
No..its not like I have had anything besides you in my vault.

Desperation and frustration makes me to write about us.
To be true..I never think that I have missed you some where in the bus..
Just a delay of something sort of a mind make up..
But you have all the right to check me when I am in doubt..

I am not acting to be sarcastic ..but actually do not want to sound like a plastic.
And having you besides me is worth more than our last kiss..
Some thing is quite different....when I am with you..
Freeze the pane..as it looks beautiful with this view..