Am I WRONG!!!




Am I wrong, was not able to see your eyes,
And now you are gone.
The words that I wanted to speak,
were only for you, and i still repeat.
Just want you here one in for all,
need you again, and i don't want to fall.

Was not wrong anytime with you,
never ever lied, and that's true.
I try everyday to stop time,
For a wish to have spoken the lines.

Was it some thing else that made us depart,
And we continue to live far apart,
Are we happy now as we were,
Have no reason to console me either.

Neither I was wrong nor were you,
fate made us apart, and that's true.
The memories still live in me,
and i feel you inside.
Was not just a heart, that you stole from my side.

Was it fate or destiny,
Some one needed you badly, more than me......

BANDA GOOD HAI YAARRRRR





Tired of hearing this word many a time in my day from my friends. Not boasting about my self, but has happened many a times. And every time I am forced to think that why me, and not any one else. Some time or else most of the time I fell glad to be to have been appreciated. But is this the reason I started writing to rediscover my self, God knows...Tough is to imagine what all I have had lost in the past. As the memories still haunt me, and makes me hestitant each time I try to do some thing. I am sharing no examples for my life time.

But may be or I think must be the case only , that this so called BANDA is the culprit of the situation everytime.Is it I am not suitable to be in this world or that I belong to the STONE AGE ...still living in the age old basic fundas of not to hurt any one intentionally or un intentionally. But what about my feelings..some of friends thing I do not have them..Yes its true, but they are still my friends, not that I am not having any option, but because I still believe in them. Perhaps they are some time true. The time has passed by, the scars are no where to hide..I just wanted a single..m repeating a single person to be mine..Destiny or else fate I hold responsible for my present situation. Or else I am my self to be blamed. Tough question ,and more confusing are the answers to it. How could the person reading this hold the key to my problems..Or is it I am deprived,or else I just think I am...Or is it I am for the first time surrendering to just one thing. That I never ever got..ie the OS CALLED TRUE LOVE..and how come it become so much important to me.e..Seriously have got no answer to this..Why do I mail the goody goody mails to every one..dont know..Am I expecting too much from life or my friends..or else the FAILED EXPECTATIONS or the COMMITMENTS made me think of all this..The hole paragraphis confusing ..so is mylife at present...

Some times I think , am I a psycho or mad..as the others some times think I am..
Dont know what to say , what to convey..just want the happiness on the face to stay..

New BEGINNING....



Have got something to say about,
That could be a start of a new beginning,
to give a new meaning to my life,
And yes, I was waiting for this moment through out my life.

Tried really hard, to find the path,
Hope never to give up till I have had my last,
and as some one was watching by,
Gave me his hand, to hold on...

Was like an angel to me, to give me the sunshine,
That I always wanted to see.
I can now see the clear sky,
darkness have now disappeared,
and yes its true I am still shy to open my eye..

Is it a happy ending to my life,
or is the beginning that I have always wanted to define,
let the time say this for me,
Till then, I always pray for the wishes of almighty...

ZINDGII Aaj bhi AJJEB si DAASTAANN





Zindgi ki bhi ajeeb dastaan hai,
Jane kis pal zameen, aur kis pal aasmaan or jahaan hai.
Sapne bhi khoye kuch yahaan hai,
Girta hai harr rooz, aur na jaane sambhalnaa kahaan hai.

Iske ( Zindgi ) pehlu se woh pal chun lo,
Chahe ho gham, magar ek umeed bun lo.
Na choodoo uska haath, jo hai aaj tere saath,
bea zubaan hai woh jazbaat,
Haquiquat to yeh hai dostoon ke, hum hai iske ( Zindgi ) mahutaajj.

Ajeeb si paheli hai,
na yeh teri na meri saheli hai,
Ek safar hai, aur waqt sahaara hai.

Beeta hua kal, woh tera aaj hai,
Ullajh rahe hain kayee rishteee behisaab,
khafa hai kyun, agar nahi hai koi jawaab.

Yeh zindgi bus ek bahaana hai,
Kyun bahate ho ashq , agar pata hai ek yaad ne hai sataana,
Kar lo dosti is lamhee se,
Aur kya pata yeh zakhm hi ban jaaye jeene ka ek afsaana.

Zindgi khoobsoorat hi hai dostooinn,
Ek nazaquat hai ismein, jisne hasna aur rulanaa hai.
Hootooin pe hai dua, aur kya pata kab yahaan se chale jaanaa hai.

Zindgi khuda ki rehmat hai, aur ise kabool kar,
Hazaarion khwaaisheein hai, aur ab na soch kar khud ko majboorr karr...

That's the way, you PAINTED my HEART with COLOUR Called LIFE......



Close your eyes, and wish it good bye,
Just try to see the clear sky,
and there is some thing else you want to try.

NO one was involved in it,
May be the god also did not want this at all.
So leave up to him, and wish it goodbye,
But please don't cry.

Some thing's are not meant for the mind,
Free it from the clutches of the hope.
Let the reason of the pain go away,
But deep inside, for the folded hands I still pray.

Love will always be inside me,
And there is no reason I can stay away.
The beautiful gift which now I have,
I thank her for it, everyday.

Sold everthing for LOVE.....




Some dreams are never dead,
Some wishes are never fulfilled.
Some waste their life crying,
And other in the wait of dying.

Some people are true,
And have faced the wrath of everyone.
Some people do not get what they want,
Some do not get what they deserve.

Some live in the moments forever,
While some die thinking to get to heaven.
Some people lie and get what they want,
Others try and die without leaving a font.

Some people live in their ego, throughout,
Some boastful, while some here still to close.
Some think defeat as a victory,
And some failure as an end.

Its just the perception of the mind,
As the end is not defined.
Just a thought of the mind,
And never leave anything behind.
But try ever time to get the reason,
In my case I am writing but inside I am dying..

LOVE is DIVINE...



We live to die,and want to meet u in the sky.
As love is like a wind, and you can only feel it when ur up so high.

Its a passion that beats in the heart,
Even when you are living MILES apart.
And you dont need a phone to tell you are close,
As when thought the other person will be next to propose.

You cannot just call it a PASSION,
Nor a TATTOO of you on the arm is just a FASHION,
Its now the truth which I want others to see,
As you are and will be the only one for me.

Be mine this VALENTINE, to make u forever mine,
And now is the time to drive you out, till u are mine for the life time.

Wish to be close to you forever till u believe m urs,
Even though in reality I dont know which one is you for the group pic of urs.
As I may sound a bit fishy this time,
but its not the looks which can flatter me every time.

You need to have a heart of gold to impress me,
And its the only thing I wish to god for me.

LOVE



Love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
love is never
boastful or conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offence
and is never resentful
love takes no pleasure
in other people's sins,
but delights in the truth
it is always ready to excuse
to trust, to hope,
and to enure
whatever comes
Love does not come to an end!!!!

From WALK TO REMEMBER..

LETS RACE






Lets RACE at a pace, at which no one would be able to see our face.
Move as fast as we can,Till we are able to catch the next moving VAN.

Lets FLY as fast, so that we leave our past.
No worries and no TIES,But only a BIKE to realize the dream which is in its EYES.

Lets move along, and sing this lovely song.
To SANK a heart with a BEAT so fast.

Leave our worries leave our pain,
Just FLY like a bird in this RAIN.

And the SKY move fast ,
that even clouds want to leave it( SKY ) at last.

Lets race so great so that every one remembers our name,
so that even GOD wants to play this game

WORLD OF HAPPINESS







The world is not as it seems to be,
May be some one is out there who needs u more than me.

Its about finding happiness in the other persons eyes,
As you are still not clear what u really want from life.
Its a never ending journey of joy and sorrow,
And a hope for a better tomorrow.

My friend fight for a cause, make it realize,
So that you live as a soul in other peoples lives.

The peace of mind that you have always hoped for,
Will automatically be there, even though u have always longed it for.

May I wish for a better good life, With no pain in anyone's eyes,
And will PRAY to keep it there as long,
Till the GOD sings this lovely beautiful song.