lonely...

do we always need or do we always act or do we always knew, and rest of the time i do....waiting and waiting for the best i mean and i feel the best to happen...just the way i want, simple and straight..we always never ever expect how we can and in what form we can have happiness from this world..

From people - have had many''beautiful failed experiments done on me''...but now i have started counting them as my stepping stones.....they come and go.destroy you completely..you just lick ur wounds,and stay there..now have mastered the art of anger management.

always me with me...

happiness can also be found being at peace...whether you are free at heart,know the no one will be there for you..then you share it alone..sing the tone you like,sitting at ease..amd yess no ome will understand why you are still happy in it...guess the next hand knows if you are lonely, the other hand will hold it...to fake it that you are not alone..why fake,or just i want to think that its the only way i can some how control my self with this bluff...


I want to believe in this bluff,
and yess for it i have had enough,
for the first time i am not having the strength,
to continue forward,but it has to end.

Today or tomorrow faith is all i have,
and all before it are sorrows,
its always the same every time,
happiness is all i want, but why is it always sublime.