With the expectations rising to a all time high of every situation...
I find myself in the most complex position of following a tradition...
Every time it is being review with twice the scrutiny...
As if I have been a part of or have committed a mutiny...
Just a simple silly wish to be with someone..
Is often branded with being "decisive" and too soon for the furore to begun..
Has often happened with me..at times..and the juice is simply not worth the squeeze..
But ultimately....you are never understood...usually mistaken and always forbidden..
Some times by the fate and the destiny...
This time it was new, as my own doubted the decision , could also be associated with the plea...
The result is by far too clearly visible..
What I expect is not from the heart....and now just a mere completion of task I wore...
Still do not understand how complex is the reaction of a "yes" or a "no" is..
May be me being too young for planting a kiss to my miss..
Just landed in the controversy from no where near associated to my hesitation...
Let me repeat the words if I may...Was an evening spent in the dream better than asking for a day..??
