Erase....and shift back for my "ONE"...

We do what we want..irrespective of the facts..
Its absolutely perfect to say..one sided love has always have it impacts..
And it ends up with you looking at the metro.
You are standing alone gazing at other people as they go..

Some time its even hard find the platform,
Other side..the issues crop you , as its difficult to configure which way its up..
Mostly its a tough task to stand up,
Even while searching your pocket its the parking slip that always some how come up.

What's up ..and how are you are mostly symbolically asked,
Suddenly you blink your eyes and wake up in the past.
They also know how we are...a tactic or fanatic..
Cannot explain or say .."I think its over..now are you happy with it ?"

They will never understand..how many times you explain..
Simply does not matter..and they call me to be insane..
I never appose what every they do..let me make it clear
Its my life..And all I want is to be with you...My "ONE"..

BOLD and Underlined..

I saw you in the garden having a walk,

Could have asked you stop and have a talk..

Am I afraid..Yes to be true..

As of this I wrongly asked you "If you wanted to have a juice"..

Coffee..I know is the usual thing we ask,

Seeing you made my sense go haywire...forgetting my past..

Happiness knew no bounds,as every thing was related to you..

The season, the reason or the decision....at last had belief in truth..

It goes on like as it had never happened..

I see it going past me..and change my mood for heaven..

Lost in the words and same is with the lines..

Can't write..but its you who has the key for happiness underlined..

If Silence Had a language..

What if the ability of not to speak at times ..was actually a language ?
The so called communication barrier would not be there..else we can gaze..
Condition of the mind is confused and difficult to address..
Really ..kicked off..and heading towards to state of distress..

Repetition of words and situation in every condition.
Makes it much more miserable and worse..heading towards a deviation.
Decision and the actions so far have troubled every one else.
Unknowingly I have hurt the one I loved..and it tells..

On my face..and I am sorry..
And Why can't I keep myself and the feeling at bay with a apology..
Never ever it was so complex to understand..
My wish was to stand by you and say it to you "I am there till the end to hold your hand"..

Fused Bulb..

Much of the instances goes by thinking of what I have,

Synonymous with the fact of being anonymous as I drag..

To the areas unknown in the corner of my mind..

Some thing is a miss...and I am trying to connect that point..

Many of the moments were of emptiness..

Mocked by every one for the so called foolishness..

Of writing every now and then..

I hope and wish, its better to do this way..than spoiling the life at other end..

Its the roses and happiness I wish for you..

Blue moon...or a a good after noon..Love for you..hope you find it soon..

Just the words up an down...backward or forwards..

Its the rhyme I want to create ...to avoid you getting bored..

Never it was my intention to pin you up to the wall..

I had nothing..but only you ..to say..that's not all..

Past some brings in the times we shared..or is it I am afraid to leave it behind..

Truth is..Am I stuck in a maze ?..or is it I do not ever want to step outside the line..

Going deep..

You have to feel it inside to understand..
Not just merely talking to some one ..and move with the band..
Its actually quite tough to relate..
Some time its full..and not always up there with the plate..

Perhaps one of the better reasons to go with you on a date..
I promised to be on time..but how come I got late..
The time automatically flies away,
Who knows it would have been years since we spoke on that some day..

May be to keep the tears at bay..
And they go down deep...to seep inside ..I could taste them to feel.."what happened to me that day?"
Some thing has been lost....I tend to explain ..its still not the worst..
Only have myself to explain..and I cant stop falling in love with you again and again...

The Season..Change..

The drive seem lonely..with no one to give a direction,
My mind is wandering to the places..looking for the truth to have a connection..
Hearing the noise around..with me insulated with the windows closed..
I wonder, if I could get a glimpse, that would lighten up my face all the more..

Moving round and round with no reason why I am producing this sound..
Wasting my time..or trying to live with it..but some thing has been left behind..
As I see back to figure it out..Same moment I am forced to look in front..
Confused..As the frustration is growing...with me being called a junk.

Did I do it well..not to disturb the person again..
Throw myself some where..as day by day its simply unbearable to witness this pain..
With you I try to associate the fact.."Emotionally drained?"..Yes perhaps its back..
The feeling that makes my cry..And slowly eating into my confidence...But"Why still I want to give it a try?"...

Be happy..

Being happy ..and the association with it not long..
Just a perception of the mind, as every thing will be fine..if you walk along..
Off late nothing seems to be right..
Cry..its the habit lately I have developed to bring me respite..

Can't get you out of my head..
My bed..my walk..or in my talk..its always you moving me ahead..
A good start..for starting the art..
The long run perhaps have hit the dead end...after all.

Any thing but the perception of the happiness is different..
So far it has given me the reason to be consistent..
With myself and my feeling about you at galore..
Nothing can or could stop me loving you..Even if I am on some another world..

A new Reason ..every day for my "ONE"..

Hard to find new reason every time..
The problem is I am still stuck up on the first line..
What to say and what to explain..
Only thing..I can't stop thinking about you again and again..

We were born to be together..
You can call this to be forever and ever..
Never it has been like to leave you on that door alone..
Predestined to be with you,  no matter what so ever..

Its all the same like..when you left me..
Am I wrong..or is it or it was too easy to forget me..
I know some thing must have troubled you in your past..
Don't expect me to quit on you so fast.

It goes off as a prayer up to the heaven..
May be some one some where is listen to me .and it not an end..
Still a long way to go..before we depart..
There is nothing we can do..as we have truly played our part..