I am sorry....but spare a thought..

Its too easy to speak your mind and point out mistakes for omissions..
I consider you to imagine..from the parents viewpoint..
Who knowing the fact accompany their child in every situation..
And Easy to explain the condition of not having an association..

Been applauded by many with different adjectives to consider my rejection..
No longer I blame you..of me being short and baggy....I completely understand your position..
The joke of every time is me..who sometime is rejected..for many obvious reasons..
But the best thing..is altogether blaming it on my destiny..

You ..yes you..all are also responsible for making me what I am today..
Sitting like helpless chaps..reciting the words of fate...till this day..
Giving me the reason to freak out.....from my clothing to actually gauge you...
Spare a thought on the parents...who have come up there living a dream of truth..

Call it to be a late pass....that I am actually not able to see you..
Time and again...they remind me..you are up there somewhere...
I wish and pray..to make please expedite and make it too soon...
Its been a hell here till date..please come and take me...to your own moon...

Wash your linen and rise above...

I wonder ..if at all the words and the expressions I use have been abused..
Repeating them all the more again....hoping that they can somehow breach the lines..before you call me insane...
What actually pains is to see me being judge by the perception of the people around..
And the physical traits actually counting on me...worst it feels..and much more than it sounds..

The anger some what grows in me..that if et all... the fake world is left for me..
Making them hard to realize ...to rise above the rest and believe...
Apart from giving up...I somehow dragged it till here..
Hoping for a turn around every time..wish you can find me...hiding up there..

I have actually lost the essence of seeing you in me..
Counting the reason's....which I ask myself..how can I rewind it and consider my destiny..
There are plenty of examples..which explains the expression to me...
The only difference is in the words you speaking....trying to confuse me..but the decisions remains same thats what I always feel...

If I could make you understand to see me from inside....
But how could you ?...I admit its only possible if you have lived me..and allowed me to speak..
What a heart wants to make out from the various emotions that have no association with words..
Yes its true..even the dictionary will not do justice to the meaning you give to me..so let me clean myself and reach that peak..