Let me go Off "you"...My ONE..

You have been here before..unknowingly though..
Say it again..Feels like as if I have been waiting from Ages ago..
May I have the permission to speak my mind..
It actually pains a lot..not been able to speak my lines.

Of course of the reaction that might come..
Just saying those words does not mean if its over and done..
Its actually much more than merely understanding the meaning behind..
Does not mean..I have master's for the explanation to define..

Not a wish I want to make to you and to him..
Do not ever let me go off you..as its deep within..
Lately its true I might have been late to take a decision..
I love you...and perhaps I was wrong till date searching for the reason..

Life is a music..

Its actually quite strange that we assume about our perception to be true..
Even though the same applies for me when in virtue..
The so called idea of opinion is actually at fault..
No..its not like I have had anything besides you in my vault.

Desperation and frustration makes me to write about us.
To be true..I never think that I have missed you some where in the bus..
Just a delay of something sort of a mind make up..
But you have all the right to check me when I am in doubt..

I am not acting to be sarcastic ..but actually do not want to sound like a plastic.
And having you besides me is worth more than our last kiss..
Some thing is quite different....when I am with you..
Freeze the pane..as it looks beautiful with this view..

If I could change......

If I could change every thing...from where would I actually start.
As its been a while since we have played our destined part.
I guess I want to make you close to me.
You simply have no idea how much actually I need you, to go from I to WE...

Yes..I like to be with you..
But..denying it will only cause me to be closer to the truth..
Some how I have not have accepted what has happened..
That only time and again has prompted me to plea to you, to come back from that end..

Fictional part is to much into me..that I strangely know what it is.
To believe it, that I am closer to you..I will probably need to kiss.
Don't worry it will be inline to make me feel sure..
You will actually not disappear leaving me asking for more..

What makes me happy is the smile I see on your face..
To be true..Its hard to imagine the world having actually not seen you for days.
That does not stop me from loving you.
We were actually made and sent in this world to be together as Two's...

Conventional Boring scenario..

As I remember the time to feel and to perceive what I have become..
I am actually waiting for you to explain it to me..rather than saying its done..
Most of the situation and the notations were unexplained..
And still you are asking me..did it actually pained ?

Worse it becomes by asking it again and again..
Its there some where at the back of my mind..and boy..it reappears..
Call it to be the obnoxious weed..
And I do not want you any more..to have some thing sort of a repeat..

Change may be is the virtue of time..else its the easy to hide behind the lines..
Don't know how come you come again..to say how much I have gained..
All I say to you Its been a hell of a boring thing..going in me without you..
Are you asking me for the reason to change it..let me say...please come with me for a drive to my moon..

Scratch my head..

I wonder how quickly the things have changed.
Really makes me feel insecure..with a feeling so strange..
Guess what, I have actually given all what I have got..
And actually I am left alone like a thought to rot..

Do not worry my dear, its the time that is testing us with tears..
Some day they will be gone..and I will be left with my one last song..
Hope it makes you feel much better..
Can call it to be my one last feather..asking you to "lets again be together"..

Actually it up close and all within my hand's reach..
To easy to define..its not yet over as you may feel..
Also not trying to stretch it as a chewing gum..
Its natural for me to say an feel. you are definitely my love ..and my ONE..

Do I know ?

Do I know that I have loved you ever since I saw you..
Is it strange on my part to have not said it to you..What I wanted to ask?
As we pass it feels so late..
Perhaps its also true we have had not planned our first date..

Ignorance is always much more susceptible to make us come back..
Who knew it will help us to get together again..
Call it a missed shot..to me it was much more than just a mere pain..
Please say it again..the words you never spoke..or shall I have the permission to poke..

So strange it is to think about us..
To be true you also know it to work..
Why we are actually late in saying what we have in our hearts.
I promise..will never let you go...like the music is with the bass..