You never learn..

I know the complaints and the reason behind why you are angry..
Makes me itchy..If I can ping you..trust me it still feel a bit scary..
Reason..why are you looking at me ? you do not know..
My dear its love..that I am actually trying to show..

Oh ho...Don't make me fell I need to go..
Change the look of your face. as it was 2 days ago..
You look beautiful in it..I am not trying to be cheeky..
But that's how I always think of you..trust me..

Thinking about you brings a smile to my face..
Stretch out ..a bit relaxed..and that how the mood becomes..even though I haven't seen you in days..
I know ..I never learn from the past that has always haunted me..
Guess what !! forgetting is no way near. ..so.Let me live in the lie.." that You love me" my dear..

Surprise Me my GIRL...

I wish it was the other way round..You wooing me..
Its simply much more better than hoping for destiny..
You writing blogs and sending me poem every day..
So much easy would have been on my part to accept you s they say..

Vice verse sound better perhaps best for me..
No..it does not really mean I want you to realize its tough writing a new poem for my "SHE"..
At least glad and feels secure ..and can call it to be safe..
Knowing the fact that some one admires you more than you mate..

Off late the relation is having thin strings attached to it..
Even though it did not break, but the vibrations are felt..am asking for a retake.
Saying a "SORRY" is the most easiest thing to do and move on..
Same is with me..seriously its too tough to be stubborn..

What ever be the past ..I know we cannot change or erase..
Accepting it with a thinking that it was some thing sort of an early phase..
I do not want an explanation and frankly do not expect it from you..
Only asking you to come back.. and lets again get together as two...

Dragging the Sorry's and apologies for my "ONE"..

Is there any way to kill  the guilt feeling that keeps me awake..
Dragging me slowing day by day..making me realize its my fate..
I actually have no reason to be angry with you....And I am sorry to you on every date..
Call me cup plate..or half plate..and loving you is my only band aid..

Please plan a rescue mission for me...drop a rope so that I can climb my way up..
If that's the plan you have..I must say..please be quick before i wake up.
Kindly be fast..and to be true I actually want to jump out from my past.
Having a blast..no way...as I am still hesitant to hold you and may I ask ?

Will you be able to love you as I do ?
Unconditionally ...irrespective of the way I look..or the way I cook.. ?
Questions seems to be more and at galore..I try to avoid sound boring ..
It really does not mean any thing to me..if at all I am scoring...

Making the person realize to believe you , is simply asking for her trust..,
Frankly do not have a better option but to say it rightly before I miss the bus.
Is loving you so much pain and insane ?..then I have no hesitation to admit..
I want to live with it for my life..as it only way that makes you closer to me again..

Hope it never ends...

Mind has a reason to explain..
Any situation and he is all the more excited to play the blame game..
Its quite natural and easy how we come to a conclusion and a perception..
Without knowing the truth..relate it to what you or else we could have done.

Quite uneasy and complicated it becomes..
Simple words  are so hard to come out from our tongues..
SORRY is related as if you want to win the person back,
The depiction to the partner is different..but inside its the truth and you always wanted that.

To be honest with my vision..No day goes by without seeing you pic..
Call it to be insane..my wallpaper..my screen saver..every thing has you and your name..
I some time get repetitive in words..Its only me saying to you I am not at all a nerd..
Is it absurd to love you madly ?..and I Can't stop flying with you as MY own BIRD..

I am a LIAR..for the "ONE"..

Can you see it in my eyes..or should I lie to make you believe..
All this is only for you..not just a fever this week.
Most of the times you said to go with the flow.
I told you "HELLO" its too difficult for me to stay awake..but please don't go..

Act of foolishness were there is my talks and as I walk..
Strange to image I was loved by none and also now hated by the one..
What life is like when some one up so close moves back..
Respected the feelings..I simply can't force myself to have track.

Altogether it seems a different world and at different times.
Seeing back what it was..it hardly anything there to define..
Scars yess..they are some what seems permanent to me..
To love some one else apart from you ..is certainly actually not me.. 

Self content with "YOU ALL"..& Happy Diwali to my "ONE"..

The feeling this time..is a bit different..
Mood is the same but the reason so in consistent..
Explanation are obnoxious misinterpreted and not understood.
Seriously ..I honor the decision made ..though the other reason's make us persuade..

To reach out the dreams we have..
Full fill the empty hearts with the feats for which we have been glad..
Not every time we have the opportunity to make our selves clear.
Its a small window in which we have to bargain ourselves in pairs.

Track though is stuck on a particular note..
Repetitive, boring ...irritating ..perceptions are all there at galore.
One simple communication I would like to pass through..
Its immaterial no one loves me or loved me.."All that matters is that, I am still the same looking out for me"... 

Happy for you..My "ONE"..

You have a bad habit..and have to admit..
Popping up at the wrong time..It isn't sound fun..
I mean you are completely to be blamed.
Coming in my dreams..seeing me like this..and i am actually ashamed..

The wishes you made..have not come true.
That's why we are not together..since noon..
No..I am not a fool..but waiting for your sign..
And the distance is hardly anything..that stops me to have a dine..

After all you are all mine..call it destiny..
Or its the beauty divine
Don't worry.. I have not had a wine..
Its only you I am hooked to for my lines...

Perception does make it worse..

The level of the expectation is a big point of a concern..
As always you do find and never end up with a U turn..
The way you look back at times, And end up having a laugh..
Cannot force some one to stand there listen to you about your past..

Some sort of a belonging you develop for the one,
Can't explain..and cannot out run...
Obviously the problem of hurting the one is there.
Is it ok..if I tell her that "I am actually in despair"..

Mind does not seem to be in control.
Simply not able to sleep..and whole night was like..never easy to get over..
You ..I mean me always tend to complicate..the matter as I seem..
The fact is obvious for me to expect from you..and you are the only perception from me...