Tried a lot many a times in past to collect myself out from the thought...
Of leaving it there..and intentionally avoiding drag on to avoid a drought...
Again stuck in the viscious circle of "right" and "wrong"...
I do not need an explanation to make me "assume" you are gone....
Completely understand the situation, that these lines and so called word will not do the justice..
To the emotions that still roll down as an outburst...hoping to laid them to rest with a kiss...
Yes..I accept I have lost you to the "unknow"...
Fail to understand why at 2am....I still do "moan"...
And continuously try to replicate the "fact" and "situation".....
Probably to find a reason..to explain my never ending frustration...
These so called "intrusion" clutter my inner self to find the path towards solace.
It has slowly broken down the "belief"....and I know no one will be able to take that "place"...
Desperate measures to keep it alive were unanswered every time....
I am not a stalker ...but had a wish to mix myself in you as "my" lime...
Life full of "irony" has replaced my words of "faith" and "hope"....
You can find me "standing" in there...as you also know I never left you and "drove"...
