The Promise..

The promise I made to myself was not a lousy one..
Also it was not made just to have fun.
But to give in what I have to you,
To make the best out of me and my virtue..

Being with you is like..I cannot define..
I smile and cry ..doing all the silly things at the same time..
Loose my breath in between.,
Not like I have given up on hope and lost my sheen..

I can be any thing for you..simply trying to be at my best..
And you can lay down all your doubts at rest..
Those three words are the world for me..
Simply trying to find out when I will hear them and be swiped off from my feet..

Not trying to pressurize, but want you trust me..
Not as a season ..only and only as I know "She is the one"...
And I am not going to disappear committing a treason...
I love you indefinitely ..and for that I do not need a reason...

The GUILT...of Loving you...Not really..

I will never ever give up on you..Trust me...

Do I feel guilty and ashamed of leaving you,
No its not any of the above, but some time I think I do..
May be we did not have had that spark,
But I promised you everything ..never to leave you in that park..

Is it bad on my part, and I could not live up to the promise,
No I am not saying that you left me without any knowledge.
I do not want to start the blame game,
Some times I feel like ..Is that I am really Insane ??

To have not understood, what you spoke,
Yet I think, its always me ready to answer for your poke..
Might be of the opinion that, some times the things are best left unsaid.
Actually you are helping some, by not asking him to come out from the bed..

I do...

Its simply the other way round,
I am ready to come of it, to weigh you in pounds..
Perhaps you are worth much more than that,
No no..its the not any currency can justify the fact..

You are my gold..my diamond..my platinum..my precious..
Seriously nothing is above you, ..I can say this without any fuss..
Trust me..no matter what happens..what it takes..I will wait for you..
As you are the only one..who I believe can relate me to truth..

Season of Love..for my "SHE"..and "THE ONE"..

Love is one of the most difficult four letter word to define,
Simply could add up to your worries and its not silly to be mine..
Could easily be much more than said and done,
No,  its not like I have burn my bum..

I cant stop thinking..I cant stop thinking of you...

To express my feelings again and again,
Only to be true, I am still not able to express my pain.
The alphabets are too less to come together to do justice to words..
Not trying to sweep you away from your feet, and please don't think I am a nerd..

Disturbed..disappointed..disheartened..yes mam I am..
Shoot the words that correlates it to me..but remember its not like a scam..
I know it does not hold a meaning for you,
Could be my mistake..but how could I do anything like this and hope you to continue.

Not felt anything like this for so long,
Trying to come up with the terms of reality hoping to get along..
Saying..begging..guilty .. atonement will not do..
Please see inside my heart to see whats there for you and my virtue..

Sometimes you Give in.....

As I recall the old times in despair,

when we were much more than a pair,

The moments some times makes me feel to cry,

But how could I tell you, I need you more than me..and please realize..

Not my letter..not my plight...or your insight..

I need you back, I promise I will not fight.
Do not want to give in to the situation ,
Please realize this, and its not my step of utter desperation.

To make sure you come back,
I think I am not asking for a much tedious task.
The apology has already been tendered by the sender,
Need not mention or want to say it to you as a reminder.

Trust me ..its not like a side fender of the car,
But you are an engine of my heart,
The way it pumps the fuel makes me feel high..
Hold me tight, as I am ready to fly.

To the unknown that awaits us that far,
Yes, I want to take you on a long drive in my car.
To change the mood and emotions that want me to give in..
Go on with your song...I want it to seep in me..before I give in.....

The JOKER...I am ??!!..//'';;:-)@@##$$%%^^&&**(())

Sharing every thing you have, only for a false belief that some day I will forget you..
Why I keep on doing the same again and again, Is it I want to be relieved of the pain ??..
Simply and purely different from being insane, Yes I am afraid of missing my train..
For the time that will never come back , and I am not in a hurry only trying to keep myself on the track.

The patience may some time run out,
and so is the persistence..but,Trust me..I will never ever shout..
Need not be scared , its true the joker inside me is still alive..
Penning down the most unrealistic ideas around...might seem I am increasing the sound..

No its not the hurry or the worry..its me only and need not go curly..
I mean your hair..looks good even though its not the favorite of your affairs..
But I love you no matter how you look..one of the best reasons to keep me hooked..
Childish and bit awkward..perhaps the two word that describe me I am like a free bird..

To love you the way I want to,
Nothing to be afraid and its the only thing I logged on too..
Repetitive and unimaginable it may sound,
But I am deep into it, and turning around is simply out of my bounds..

Usual GOOD Mornings....

The mornings off late has been early,
And you can be credited for this dearly..
Not that I am not able to sleep,
But in dream you wish me good morning to avoid me getting late and asking me to leave..

Its really selfish on your part to wake me up,
I was just beginning to get close, when you broke the glass.
Complete mood and the scenario got changed,
It took me an hour to realize that I was not trained..

Trained in what ??..to come back to sleep and dream again,
Oh noo..Its too difficult now to make the mood..but you can feel the pain..
Any way now you have woken me up and I am trying to realize,
Should I pray to god or see you first, and its hard for me to decide..

Just to make it easy, I have the picture of yours below him.
Only to make sure, you always get them..Ie so called blessings..
Like a small story I know it also has an end,
Lets make a difference this time, and simply change the trend..

Change is for good, and it looks great on you,
I am not jumping the ice to make you drool over my so called moves..
And its true I want you to love me as I do with a true heart,
Be mine in reality, and now I am having the confidence to break away from my dreams at last..

LOVE STORIES..."WE" love....

Dedicated to My "ONE" and "SHE"..

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So what's up with the love stories, we actually love to hate but end up being in them..
From walking late, skipping the brush to save 5 minutes before walking up from den..
No no..we were not drunk, but the late night calls ended up at 4 in the morning,
Its never like, I always have a habit of yawning..

From the birth date's to those cakes...
Oh boy..I am not asking you for any more retakes..
Those flavor's, the smile and the lies..only to be with you..
In the office for a coffee ..and it might sound a bit sloppy..

The dream world we all live in and think to end up being happy..
Trust me its one of the most difficult task, more tough than changing the nappy.
For Updates you keep a check on..by holding the phone in your hand,
only for the sms or a status change, and you are thinking about the marriage with out a band.

The idea behind the love stories does exist..
Some time its the "TIME" that is responsible and we are not ready to admit.
Hold that some one in your heart, without telling the words as they are important than just a mere art..
Do not hesitate to start the magic that you have always had right from the start..