"I" to "WE" & to "US"...

Its a bit difficult to accept, if you get the one you never wanted to forget,
Moving in consideration as "WE"..yes its not just an alphabet added to destiny.
Decisions now are much more precise, and not delayed only the point I want to emphasize,
Does all of this makes me happy ?? to be true I only want you to have your trophy.

My way to understand it is a bit different,
I might sound deflated as I always tend to listen,
Perhaps that's the best what I have learned from communication,
Two way its better, than only giving a mere dictation.

No way I could have understood the meaning behind those days,
Yes, spent lonely, clueless..I hope those learning pays.
Hard to control yourself back, when you know" you cannot ignore the fact".
Those three words, deep inside and sealed as a pact.

Not like the more I speak or write is the way to over exaggerate,
And reminding myself that its never to late to accept "The one" as your fate.
Changed notation and difficult lines, I know Its hard to understand even the spaces in my lines,
Its the best that I have seen for us..Pull over and lets start associating me with you with all the trust..

I saw you..In me..

Every morning I wake up to wipe off my face,
I see you in the mirror, and its not my head is displaced.
I wonder if my eyes have embedded the picture of you,
And its reflected in every thing and any thing I do...

I do not want to clean my face and my eyes,
Yes I am afraid, it might affect the picture which is inside.,
Or can it be so easy to forget the one,
Who cannot be compared and she best for anyone..

I know you do not have dimples on your face,
But that was not the only reason for loving you in all these days..
May be its the heart and you have given me a reason to wake up from my past,
Standing on my legs I am waiting for your reply, Please answer it early before they also start to cry..

It makes me happy just by having a glimpse of you,
And its true ,I have never ever seen you up so close to pursue..
Only to ask, "Will you be mine forever , even in those dark hours" ??
I am aware its hard to answer that considering the words of war..

Trust me I was,I am and always be happy for you,
Look out from the window, I am standing there and its not a virtue,
You only have to close your eyes and wave your hand for sign,
I do not know what I will do, Trust me you can wish goodbye to all your blues....

Confused like a Baby ??..To be true..Yes and No..

Its the moment of hope that has helped the clock the tick,

Every time out of breath I try to lie down and give up,

Only to see your face, gather my self and come out to say.."Its not that I am stuck"..

Like some "ingredient" I am missing to make up my day to "GOOD DAY"..

Only to keep myself in the dilemma, that "Good day" will come soon..if not today..

Twisted words and confused themes, are some of the spices that are leaving me "saying as mean",

Not the food I am taking about, but they are all necessary to prevent you from loosing the sheen,

Words are at galore, without the grid locks,

I simply do not have any idea where my ship docks.

With each day bringing up a different mood and a set of constraints,

I could easily see you up there from my window pane.

Do not have the guts to vouch for my lady love,

Unable to figure it out "whats stopping me??", and its not like I do not have the guts..

Hands tied and emotions scratched, the marks are still fresh after the so called rough patch,

No they are not the ones I am bothered for,

Could not let you slip out of my destiny, and should know the lines stretches too far.

Angry, dried down, battered or bruised...all the words combined will not be able to make a truce,

It can go on ,and on ,and on...should know its simply impossible to let you go out from my song....

Break away........

The pressure inside is simply unbearable,
I admit the so called peace of mind is simply not there,
Many distractions hampering the stability, which is the need of the hour,
There is nothing going on that makes the something to go some where.

The lines are not clear and so is the rhyme,
With the last word ending as is the whole poem is sublime.
Do not blame me, as I never wanted to write,
But how could I stop myself from tell you "That its also not bringing respite"..

To the situation in which I am  presently stuck,
Not able to define the situation, but hoping for the luck,
Yes time and again it has always deceived me,
And this time I think I have lost the one to destiny.

Why is the so called fate comes in between,
Even though we have always wished for the happiness to end the stream,
I might not be able to describe what I actually want to say,
Spend some time with me, it will help me to keep my ideas at bay..

I do not want to sound selfish in my lines,
Its the only way I see to end the pressure inside,
Might not be the safest or "THE best bet" for the decision made,
Trust me, I will not vanish like a haze..

Is turning Invisible way to solve your problems ??

They come in a bunch of gift rapped with coupons of happiness. Seems to be like a magic wand to end up your queries or so called assumed set of problems..Later you end up being an invisible person finding a way to come out from the weight of expectations. The heavier the load of expectations more difficult it becomes to swim with a bag pack on your back. So called obvious reasons or the theories do not matter , as there is no fixed set of solutions to them. Probably the "time" is so called the best healer as they say..Or we tend to count up on time, as we have given hope. The other version could easily be this one..Any way what so ever is the condition, you cannot deny the truth..And only option or the condition you have is to digest the end result. As being happy or sad is no longer in your own hands or is in your virtue.

Time and again you crib for the things you have never ever had.Is it the correct way of depicting yourself ?
I doubt that..but the so called understanding of the situation or the way you speak or interact can easily lead to the people around you forming an opinion. And do you care what the result they are able to make out from it..Definitely yes...As they are your true companions who ave trusted you and dependent on you for your feedback..Same is the case with you..The so called thing of being "distracted" or carrying a name tag of a "Loner" also does not help..The greatest of the men did not die out fighting, but won the fight and come back to tell the story.That is actually the beauty of the situation."No matter what"..you give every thing in for it with a heart out.

I might sound low, and you feel I fell from the window,
Please take a look back, I am actually holding it with my bow,
Do you think I drowned some way in between,
It was the oxygen some how that help me come out of it clean.

Does any of the above actions sound I may have given up hope,
I am actually trying to make up to you by climbing up using a rope.
Was it like a dirt that could be easily wiped off with a soap,
Don't doubt the actions , only a low profile I think will help me and not a stove.

Some time the things are tough to understand and we are never able feel its nerve,
I do not want to sound like as if I am actually perturbed..
Only holding back with time and the correct mindset to make a come back,
Trust me the time is not gona stay like this, And I will come back to claim by Bag pack...

The best of everything and every reason with a SORRY..

To the "ONE" ..My "SHE"...

The most easy way of escaping a situation is to say sorry. And move on...Take any situation and a SORRY comes to your rescue..Its perhaps the most widely used words of all time by any one. If you touch some one's vehicle while driving..Say a sorry and breeze past him..If you forget to complete a work..say a sorry and move on with a next time line or a target date. If you want to take your anger out..Blast the person and apologies will do it for you. Perhaps one of the most "ABUSED" word it has actually become. For every reason for every season we are there up with a sorry figure. From seeking a attention to writing a mail..its present every where in every corner. Can any other word replace this word any time..I think no sooner. Perhaps a "Smiley"  comes to the rescue , but in a sarcastic manner.Its like abusing some one with a much more decorum and respect. The one in the receiving end will probably take a minute to notice and actually come back to you for what happened.

And in case of the relations ..we are a sorry figure for the society..Being easily badged  with being a loner and a psychopath..A big pass on for every one..as from the "depressed" lot. People tend to skip being in the presence of them with a mindset of being crazy and unrealistic..We actually do not blame the one's for their perception.and acknowledge the fact that some attention is being paid to the person who is in the dilemma. The one living in regret are actually the one to look for. You can easily guess the politeness and the respect they associate with every one. Being a stand out in the crowd for the perfection in their work and the performance in any aspect. One of the most difficult times is that when the sorry becomes an excuse to move ahead in life of to exploit some one of the innocence attached to the trust. It makes you feel like having a liberty to move ahead and play with some one's feeling if your "SORRY" is accepted. Does that mean giving some one a second chance a big no no in any situation. It depends on your perception and the heart you have. No one can influence the decision with their friendly advice or a forcibly intent.  The best is to use your heart and more importantly your brain for the decision. Vulnerability to the situation can be the reason of so called "Loose decision"..

Sorry to the "ONE or She"..

I am sorry to the one who has trusted me with the eyes closed,
It was never intended to hurt you, and was only a case which I opposed,
Most of the times I can feel my hands shiver of the words spoken,
Answer to most of the them were never anticipated with a heart broken..

A sorry state of mind does not mean to reconsider your decision,
And its the life at stake, so do not reply to me without any reason,
Might be and will be difficult to move ahead,
Trust me, I promise you will never go out without having any shed.

Time an again its the apology I am seeking for,
Please Come back, its the only hope that I am looking for.
Twisting words or the rhyme in the poem will not be able to define,
The love I have for you is definite like a "beauty divine"..