Repeat..

Its sound silly of me for linking you to my each and every feat..
Incredibly cheap..and yes it sound a bit something sort of a repeat..
No ..I am not a geek..
but only trying to say its the destiny I want to beat..

Not like I have given up on you,
Been a while since I have see you with the moon..
Not at at all easy to say and explain..
Seriously I am not trying to refrain my self from the pain.

Some times I breathe High..and yes..I also loose my sight..
Bow my head down..to stand again..May be..I do not want to loose this fight..
Some day I will come back to say it to you..
That day will be for MY ONE..and I offer what I have unconditionally..and its "Only the truth"..

Seeing myself...and "MY SHE"..

Is this what I imagined I will be ??
Years down the line....have only added to the pressure on me..
Various reason and n number of explanations I have..
Seriously thinking about all of this makes me feel sad..

Perhaps there was something in what I said to my dad..
Have I lived up to the promise..or is that I have moved just a tad..
What ever the reason may be..I have not lived up to the promised made to she..
I am sorry..that was the best I could do...in my last plea..

The best moment I hope is yet to come.
Why I am actually waiting looking towards the sun..
Not making a fun by calling it my bun...
And its true..its "love" that I have never felt..and I feel like a nun..

Have nothing much left to say and to explain..
Its the only thing..in which I have let you down..with no gains.
Equally frustrating it is for me..
As forever I have loved you more than me..

And Again..for the "ONE"..

Here I come again..with my plea...
Don't look back..but consider it for me..
Or should I bend my knees and drop down..
Its not silly..but I am only picking up my pen as I pronounce..

Oh ..you thought the other way around !!
Don't worry I will do the same..only waiting for the words to be found..
Late or early I do not know..
Should be from the heart..And I only wanted it to go slow..

Nothing like Anything particular for a reason,
But Its precious to me ..that too in every season..
I am not having the habit to change myself for loving you..
But you can expect me..coming back to you..as My love is true..

Restless..

I want to talk to you, but can't

Don't know the reason for what actually I want.

Writing indefinitely is not what I am thinking or else proposing..

Perhaps its the only way out I find,  before disposing..

Frankly speaking in dilemma..to ask you or talk to you,

As everything was from my side, and you never said that "You also do"..

Worst part in it is thinking about what to do next.

I hope you say yes...that's the only request I behest ..

Uncontrolled and unplanned is the situation most of the time..

There is nothing left with me..besides the foolish lines to define.

Else the fate or destiny is sealed as it is.

Please for me you can try once...And I promise i will not leave you without a kiss..

Can say this as my last call or a plea...

Try to give me sign and be with me..

Seriously tired.., been down and restless , as I have never ever felt like this..

Writing this again..and again..and again..only for a wish "Be MINE my MISS".....

What Does "ONE" mean to you..

Have you ever wondered what the One Could mean,
I can imagine her..the way she looked at me..wearing her favorite green..
A bit short it was..
But who cares, I missed my sleep thinking about how to win the toss..

It was only done to win and be close to you,
Apologies..If I made you think "I am some one from the zoo"..
Your smile kept me busy all this while..Before I could say "I Do"..
Seriously ..Standing in front of you and speaking those words..felt like I need to immediately look out for loo.

"One"..and perhaps none would or could replace this word..
Much symbolic and sacred it his..from any thing in this world..
Off late the vision and the clarity are the two words...I might lack ,in what I want to speak..
I hope my words are able to tell you,... its not only you, but your heart I seek...

16 Till I deny..

I asked you to come out..Only to clarify your doubt..
No it was not me..but you.who was taking time to be in the mood..
Actually glad to have received your reply..late it was..and luckily it did not say "I will decide"..
To early perhaps it was for me..Do not go back reading this plea..

Does the age or the words decide..the time..
Before we are taken seriously for what we define..
No its not like we have to go through acid test to decide what best..
Trust me..You are the best for me..and its not like I am trying to say at your behest..

Late or being early..I have not reason to explain..
You are the one..let me repeat my thought..before I miss my train..
Being in love felt like I was a teen...
want to gift you a teddy..And it is't I am still sixteen...

Loving you is like the first thing I have with me..
You might laugh some time..thinking we have two kids who make you confront with destiny..
No no..its not like I am saying you have got old..
I hope the fiction becomes history..the only wish I have to be with you..before I am taken abode..