To be reminded of the fact that "I lovED you"....is a strange on my part..
If I could correct the words...."I lovE you" was always there on the dart..
Needless to repeat it again in here....when you know inside its still not there..
How hard you try to isolate yourself from the world of expectations...I guess with love it always come in pairs..
With eyes close and heavy breath I try to find myself in the crowd..
You are no where in sight..perhaps we were not supposed to be here..
Forced to look on my wrist watch..to find a button to rewind..
For heavens sake I desperately need you before I turn blind..
Feelings are much more hard to express in this state..can barely count the day when we had our first date..
Comparisons are drawn up there on the wall...Which I am desperately trying to crawl..
Hoping against hope of making it up there...to restart my heart..
But I know the truth...may be I am happy this way sinking in slowly as a fading star..
Makes me realize the truth ..I will never be able to find the one to love the way I want..
Only left with the words to mock me on the simplicity of truth...
Explanations were never sufficient to kill the weight of my expectations...
Truth is.....it sank before it started...and as always culprit were the situations...
