I know this insane feeling..and I bet its mutual :)

 I know what you have gone through,

Keeping the cards up close not to divulge the truth,

Till the time comes near....I know what lay's beneath you besides the fear..

Some how ...that feeling has come back..finally with a smile my dear..

With the happiness actually knowing no bounds...

All I can say.....I want to do a full circle with merry go round..

And how can I explain you..how do I actually feel...

Only I can say....my dreams have been realized from reel to real..

Patience some how has paid me with a precious gift..

I will forever cherrish the memories ...with an emotional mix...

Thanking GOD time and again...

Can't actually wait to be with my partner..I know I am being freakishly insane..

Could this be the start of a new begining..

Bet it is..as this relation has established my faith in the feeling...

To love you more and more with each day passing by..

I promise you will never ever let you go away from my sight..

I Laugh at the reason..

Funny it is to understand the wave of expectations..
As you are only left with consideration of hesitation..
Realizing in acceptance of the fate and left with a date..
There is all the more no option left...except to wait...

I being an emotional fool trying to explain..
Give it a shot, irrespective of thinking about the gains..
But the only words I hear..is of "IF's and But's"
And ultimately it leads to the aggravation of excruciating pain...

Never ever given a chance to change the decision..
Else it was in every one's mind...making it the point od confusion..
Let me add the view point for clarity...
Was the "NO" left as the only word fullfilling the formality...

Its not the blame I want you to be associated with..
As it was in me...who is empty inside..not to be your destiny..
Hope you could understand the wishes I have for you...
I have always loved you..."IF" you could hear the words more than the truth...

Redefine myself..again..

Happiness has a new definition today..seeing you accepting the fate...
And its this feeling of now nothing can go wrong....beckons me to remember the date..
Off course..with you getting bottomed out to the core..
There is absolutely nothing bad can happen...as you are now tied to the floor..

With rise up being the only....chance in which you can bet..
Perhaps that has actually made me somewhat..calm..and I can hope to plan with no regrets..
Thinking of you again and again..makes me...deceptive of the truth..
What if..my so called self contentment is a again going so shake me to the roots..

Now, its not about the ability to stand up and move on...
But betting it out on the correct one's...and not regretting is better than just by simply associated with being gone..
I am not able understand....why I always stand up..and hope to see you around..
As inside I know..I am still living in my own world of hoping to be actually found..

Did you ask me..by whom...I guess..you actually know my "ONE"
As its all because of her.I have got the strength to stand up and begun..
To the unkown that beckons me to come back..and be what I was..
Only to wish to seek your hand and rise up...and lets capture the loving moment with a pause..