It Hurts..

It actually hurts to see you like this..
Freaking it away..when you are most likely to have your kiss..
Yes it seems a bizarre end to what was started as a move to make you get through..
Was it so hard to say...that "I also love you" as I do..

What ever the fate think it may have..
But You and I define it again..from worst to bad..
No no..I am not asking about that..
Some how I have controlled myself ..of actually not to think about my past..

Who knows I might some day peep again in you..
Not to inter fear ..but actually in despair ..
Call it to be similar sort of a desperate measure..
And only to seek your approval of the nod.."Please ask me to come there"...

Difference between a Truth and a Lie..

am tired of actually trying to explain..
Its was never me..who wanted everything to be blamed.
Some how the things never worked out..
Leaving me lonely every time in a doubt..

The wish that I always make to him is to spare me..
From your thoughts that has been killing , what I have left in my destiny.
Some thing I guess are supposed to end like this..
Despair..and blame me..for what I could not foresee ..

Please take me away from me..
As I will not be able to control myself..seeing your virtue.
Please come back again and be close again..
Actually not in a position to leave you there..as it was love that s why I wanted you here..

That Feeling never goes away..

Will I be able to relax and to make it free..
My mind that has been in clutters blaming the destiny..
For the dreams unseen and I am still wearing blue apart from green..
As its the color you liked..and it was actually before we met in a flight..

How could I forget that hour spent with you..
Still calculating as it was too less ...yes its true that some thing is due..
What ever be the case and the view..
Its too difficult to let you go from my virtue..

I am actually amazed how the things change..
Can't find you there were you actually promised to meet me for the train..
Some how its difficult to keep you away from my thoughts..
Its the LOVE that we had..and its was just a request to give it another shot..