Am I WRONG!!!




Am I wrong, was not able to see your eyes,
And now you are gone.
The words that I wanted to speak,
were only for you, and i still repeat.
Just want you here one in for all,
need you again, and i don't want to fall.

Was not wrong anytime with you,
never ever lied, and that's true.
I try everyday to stop time,
For a wish to have spoken the lines.

Was it some thing else that made us depart,
And we continue to live far apart,
Are we happy now as we were,
Have no reason to console me either.

Neither I was wrong nor were you,
fate made us apart, and that's true.
The memories still live in me,
and i feel you inside.
Was not just a heart, that you stole from my side.

Was it fate or destiny,
Some one needed you badly, more than me......

BANDA GOOD HAI YAARRRRR





Tired of hearing this word many a time in my day from my friends. Not boasting about my self, but has happened many a times. And every time I am forced to think that why me, and not any one else. Some time or else most of the time I fell glad to be to have been appreciated. But is this the reason I started writing to rediscover my self, God knows...Tough is to imagine what all I have had lost in the past. As the memories still haunt me, and makes me hestitant each time I try to do some thing. I am sharing no examples for my life time.

But may be or I think must be the case only , that this so called BANDA is the culprit of the situation everytime.Is it I am not suitable to be in this world or that I belong to the STONE AGE ...still living in the age old basic fundas of not to hurt any one intentionally or un intentionally. But what about my feelings..some of friends thing I do not have them..Yes its true, but they are still my friends, not that I am not having any option, but because I still believe in them. Perhaps they are some time true. The time has passed by, the scars are no where to hide..I just wanted a single..m repeating a single person to be mine..Destiny or else fate I hold responsible for my present situation. Or else I am my self to be blamed. Tough question ,and more confusing are the answers to it. How could the person reading this hold the key to my problems..Or is it I am deprived,or else I just think I am...Or is it I am for the first time surrendering to just one thing. That I never ever got..ie the OS CALLED TRUE LOVE..and how come it become so much important to me.e..Seriously have got no answer to this..Why do I mail the goody goody mails to every one..dont know..Am I expecting too much from life or my friends..or else the FAILED EXPECTATIONS or the COMMITMENTS made me think of all this..The hole paragraphis confusing ..so is mylife at present...

Some times I think , am I a psycho or mad..as the others some times think I am..
Dont know what to say , what to convey..just want the happiness on the face to stay..

New BEGINNING....



Have got something to say about,
That could be a start of a new beginning,
to give a new meaning to my life,
And yes, I was waiting for this moment through out my life.

Tried really hard, to find the path,
Hope never to give up till I have had my last,
and as some one was watching by,
Gave me his hand, to hold on...

Was like an angel to me, to give me the sunshine,
That I always wanted to see.
I can now see the clear sky,
darkness have now disappeared,
and yes its true I am still shy to open my eye..

Is it a happy ending to my life,
or is the beginning that I have always wanted to define,
let the time say this for me,
Till then, I always pray for the wishes of almighty...

ZINDGII Aaj bhi AJJEB si DAASTAANN





Zindgi ki bhi ajeeb dastaan hai,
Jane kis pal zameen, aur kis pal aasmaan or jahaan hai.
Sapne bhi khoye kuch yahaan hai,
Girta hai harr rooz, aur na jaane sambhalnaa kahaan hai.

Iske ( Zindgi ) pehlu se woh pal chun lo,
Chahe ho gham, magar ek umeed bun lo.
Na choodoo uska haath, jo hai aaj tere saath,
bea zubaan hai woh jazbaat,
Haquiquat to yeh hai dostoon ke, hum hai iske ( Zindgi ) mahutaajj.

Ajeeb si paheli hai,
na yeh teri na meri saheli hai,
Ek safar hai, aur waqt sahaara hai.

Beeta hua kal, woh tera aaj hai,
Ullajh rahe hain kayee rishteee behisaab,
khafa hai kyun, agar nahi hai koi jawaab.

Yeh zindgi bus ek bahaana hai,
Kyun bahate ho ashq , agar pata hai ek yaad ne hai sataana,
Kar lo dosti is lamhee se,
Aur kya pata yeh zakhm hi ban jaaye jeene ka ek afsaana.

Zindgi khoobsoorat hi hai dostooinn,
Ek nazaquat hai ismein, jisne hasna aur rulanaa hai.
Hootooin pe hai dua, aur kya pata kab yahaan se chale jaanaa hai.

Zindgi khuda ki rehmat hai, aur ise kabool kar,
Hazaarion khwaaisheein hai, aur ab na soch kar khud ko majboorr karr...