Happy..for what..I have..

Happy for what I am and what I have. One thing I have learn t that to be happy, you have to have no expectations.As when you do, you end up a mess. Perhaps the best saying I know
"Love the person who loves you, and not the one you love".
Truly thinking its very much applicable, as the time has progressed for good so has our expectations from life. And all those freaking world is to be believed. To start with "DIL CHAHTA HAI" was the mother of all movies to start with.."JEE LO JEE BHAR KE"....what a shit..Though indeed the movies were all good, I mean fabulous. What it lacked was the human touch from our lives, your lives and anyone's lives. The reality gone behind making such lives was hidden. And that's the point we lacked. We accepted "Hard working" in today's world to "Hardly working"..But its just a personal opinion, to be true "Saathiya" was much more familiar to me. A thought a life we could relate to, or a middle class life being shown in true sense was very much indeed. For this case take "Khosla Ka Ghosla" , a commonness we could fit in."REALITY" has taken a new meaning. Flashy, imported, branded, apple, facebook etc are all in. I also do admit it for myself. But be natural and avoid while you can. Can some how contribute to the environment. Nevertheless gift some one a smile, a joke.Saying "RADHE RADHE", "Namaste", "Sat Sri Akal" while walking with an unknown. Might not feel anything to you, but ask a 74 year old man who is tough to recognize the people he knows around him..A sense of warmth and pleasure for him while a blessing for you..Just a thought my friends live for others..Might not have been your best time, but trust me and him. The best is yet to come. "As up there he is watching you"


The expectations do hurt, some time,
What to do, accept the fate in the beauty divine,
They have been plenty of it till today,
No regrets, but for all of it I have to pay.

Some times we feel so much, so close,
And always have a wish, to remember those,
With whom we always wanted to be,
Time or destiny or it was not the the wish of he.

What ever it was or it is or will be,
I will never forget the one who has always with me,
He knows that at all times,
I am and will be grateful to him, and the justice cannot be done alone in the lines.

Last MAN standing...."Invisible one"...

Hello my blog.How are you??..been 4 years since we met.I am sorry I forgot your birthday. Up with you, I feel up close and personal. As if I see, feel and live with the "one".Oh don't be shy. You do not know the one??..I mean the "ONE"..Still not able to get it..How boring and ugly. OK, I tell you "SHE" is the one with whom I always wanted to be. I am sorry I am late, and I missed you more.But how come I was able to resist thinking about you. Frankly speaking I couldn't. You are inside the words I speak the font I use the style I write, The way I talk, the moments I live, the stories I share, the way I love, the truth I say, the purity I relate....could go on.Best things in life come the hard way.So always expect the unexpected.You never know when you can become lucky.Give it your best shot when you have one last chance, till then train,train and train hard.Patience and persistence gets you there.At least when you die your know that your eyes were closed and your heart was free.Thank you GOD for what you have given me, and more importantly for what I have not got. As without it I could not have understood what loss is, perhaps one of the best one to have sense of maturity and level of understanding.

Close your eyes and let the dreams take you away, to my world. Simple and only simple.The way I am, the way you are.and the best way we could be.




Was taken aback, when I received your call just like that,
Could not understand what to do,and some how said hello,
A sigh of relief was tough to find, hold be before I turn blind.
Never believed It would be true, trust me the reason is only you.

I am sorry to have confronted you,
But it was simple and could not resist seeing you.
Its the only way I have got,
to be closer to you than I thought.

I apologize to you for the mental agony it caused,
Speaking more could have ruined the moment and I have paused,
Have had moment of happiness of tears,
I guess I waited too long for 9 years.

The story could have and easily turned around,
Guess its the destiny,respect or faith what every it sounds.

Respect.....Love......Happiness.... Are out of this world..

Some of the memories were revived while interacting with a friend..a friend whom i always wanted to be my ''great friend''..I guess the expectations were too loud..Happy for the two of them. I wish, I hope and I pray for all of you, & u should get everything u want with his say..I do not want somebody to write a blog..I do not want somebody still finding words for the loss you got..I do not want somebody to be anybody..and it was somebody the only buddy who went off this tree..how come every one turn ''pitch black'' the next moment...I wish to see how it feels to recieve a birthday gift..i wish to know how it feels to recieve a valentine card..I wish to know how it feels to ride a bike with u..I wish to know how it feels to get drenched in rain...I wish know how it feels to hold hands...I wish how it feels to be with you..I wish what I mean when I am with you...But truly speaking I am myself responsible for mycondition and guilt..a booring asshole, who means nothing more than a freak head to this world..tried to explain, but In vain..Hope one day you will come to know words are just a mean to say..I miss u each day i grow old.

I cried for you, but wanted to be with you,
I lied for you, as someday to be with you.
I died for you, when you left me for the truth.
I live for you, as this is how i could be with you.

I write for you, as for every word i means its you,
I dived for you, in an ocean to be with you,
I walk for you, as some day to find you,
I laugh for you, as each day I kill myself why I left you...