If I could TURN back TIME for my "ONE"....

Will there be some one some day ? who will say I do not want you to go ?
Beyond time and the without looking at the watch..say "I do"...
Not just for the matter of words spoken...
But to actually understand...they meant much more ...rather than just said and done...

Happiness some time is simply...felt in the presence ..
And to be true..I am actually of the worried lot in your absence..
May be I think too much....making every thing out of nothing....simply creating a fuss..
Look back..its me who is actually running behind your moving bus..

I some how have always missed the opportunity ..
Call me to be a bit lackluster .... but the problem could be actually me..
Its not I tend to choke up at the actual moment..
To be true..I have never got a chance to say those three words..for that I am sorry and indeed repent..

I rewind...for you my "ONE"..

As I look back at the moments we shared..
Its always been an honor though repeatedly I might not have been all together fair..
Some thing perhaps was there between you and me..
Call it to be destiny..and we are sitting apart....perhaps blaming "HE"..

To be close is all I ever desired from you...
Happiness some time....makes me feel..am I still worth while to have actually been pursued..
Knocking at the door again and again..
Hoping for the gain..but only to see myself in much more pain..

Never ever I felt I missed you..
And you are always in here some were since June..
Might be a lucky affair..seems like..it was always there..
What ever be the reason...I know its you ...simply hiding away from me is now not at all fair...

Beleaguered Mind....with you my "ONE"..

I wanted to say..please put it like this and move on,
Saying a sorry and feeling guilty is worth it ..but the feeling is gone
Of the fact it some how has still associated me with you..
How ever I still always felt..what we had was simply the best and true.

You might deny it...but that does not make me think other wise..
Trust me...you have always been and remain as my lucky prize..
Irrespective even if we are not together..
To be true..its only one of the thing that have always have made me some what bothered..

Stories it looks like most of the time with he meanings not coming through..
Some time I feel as if I am begging it from you to show me some thing sort of a proof..
Deep in my heart I know and believe in you as its was never a spoof.
Only left with to shout on top of my voice that I love you standing up there on that roof..