Sunday, November 1, 2009

MY REJECTIONS.....





May be the expectations or the dreams or just a peer pressure to make a name or just a simple wish to do something for our own life.Am I being too much optimistic that everything will happen as its supposed to happen. nice school life, then college and then job and then..................god only knows what's next. but perhaps the most important thing is that You always keep on trying your level best. And most importantly you should deserve before you ask for any such thing. Value of any such thing, a materialistic thing or else a relationship can only then be better understood by us.

And to me,now at some point of time need a thoughtful person to listen to. About life, hope,faith,pain,forgiveness. Seems a bit awkward but its true. To have a great conversation during an interaction is much more important than just having a CASUAL TALK. Decided to write the blog about reading the word "REJECTION", in the blog I follow. As Till date to me the rejection only meant any sort of a failed relationship. its not that I have had any. But was only one and lasted 3 days. What went wrong who knows. May be destiny or me, a curse or pain or my foolishness or me being too much happy about the verdict that "FINALLY IT HAPPENED" i mean love..

But as lesson's come hard by.M not having any thing to share but the hope and faith is still strong as it was. And may be now its even more. Out there there are people who are all about FASHION, BIG FLASHY cars, NEW PHONES, LOUD NOSE, LATE PARTIES,BIG BOOZE.....list is end less. Is this life or we are just following a trend, to have an INDIVIDUALISTIC personality. Or Just fulfilling the LAST WISHES before we say GOOD BYE to this world.

Its not that my dreams were not fulfilled. M already having a great career and a great job for which I am always thankful to the almighty. But till date from the past 6 and half years just after my school, I waited for the Best thing ie "LOVE". But it never did. Am I too much a weird personality or else I am from some other world sent to earth.....Tough question..well there goes a poem dedicated to the person who inspired me to write a meaningful blog on "REJECTION" or else "MY LOVE REJECTION"..


Its difficult to smile,
When deep inside you know its all lies.
Cannot deny, and also can't cry.
But hope inside will never die.

I am living in the world,
with his name which is always close.
As he knows when the dreams will come true,
been a while, as I am still stuck in these blues.

Who is to blame for this,
me or my destiny.
And If is not destiny,
Then why is that its always me.



Thank you for the meaning...."REJECTIONS"

1 comment:

  1. This one brought tears to my eyes.I guess we all face rejections of all sorts in life almost everyday, yet each one brings in a fresh set of agonies. And a renewed hope for a better tomorrow.
    Great !!

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