Of a CONFUSED LOT ....POLKA DOTS..Kinda Happy.

Happy ??  I guess so !!

Keeping it crossed . I hope I get lucky. Who knows whats actually is in it ?
They call it insane, but I guess no pain means no gain. Does that mean the worst is over , Hope so.
I hope to lock down my brain forever. Its making a lot of noise this time around. O boy what a telepathy, Replied to every thing within an hour or so..

Dear Blog ,

Don't take me other wise. I love you. But the "ONE" is trying to dislodge you to the second spot. Don't worry I will see you everyday. And I know you have been with me all along. keeping every one at bay.Like my inner self. Don't get angry..But you will be hearing the results soon. And I will keep you busy.
Your Lovingly,
Blog master.



Keep it steady and slow, and avoid being low,
As some time it may sound great, But rest every thing else is fate.
Having no experience of what so ever of it,
Guess time was less , and it was not like a habit.

No regrets what so every,
It happens and you need not be to much clever,
I think God has some hard work to do,
Deserve before you get and say, "I DO".

Read some where that he (God) arrives on time,
For me he was always there in my so called lines,
Being patience and calm in it is hard to come by,
Words are few, and I don't know what I want to clarify.

Dear Chicken / Mutton or Both..A humble request please BEAT THAT..

Even the world knows what it is.
Easily the best bribe a Punjabi can ask for any favor, i mean more Roti in return.
White butter, aachaar, radish or else mulii.. 

Need I say anything more gents and ladies..or with spectacles cannot see what it issssssssssssssssssss
Actually they are not up for sale. nor they come in Dozens or kilos...Its actually priceless and comes in PIECES of HAPPINESS on your face..Stop giggling and drooling..
Remember you will have to EARrrrrrr....na eat it..

Sunday Food  - Yeh to MUMMY ko bhi pata hai..

Customer - Aaj menu mein kya hai..
Waiter - Sahab aaj kaunsa din hai ?
Customer - Sunday hai bhai!!
Waiter - So u do not know ?
Customer - Dimag na kha.
Waiter - Sahab , aaj kadi chawal ka Din hai...
Half lau ke full..
Customer - Please make it FULL  plate FOOL...

As a Punjabi to choose between a getting late and having paranthas..
You guessed it right..and ask him how much u want to have..

DOBARA MAT POOCHNAA Kake....

First PUNJABI dish..for a child..Kuch nahi..toh aalu gobhi chalegi.
Ask a kid.?.

No introduction required..
Since (-ve)BC..

Official Dish of PUNJABI..from wining a heart to winning a task..
Depend on it..

The Punjabi Shaadi Dish.

(Trust, Respect)....and (Expectations)..Difficult to strike a Balance. -*Edited*

Am I dead, or just happy in my bed,
 Actually took me by surprise, and never had a reply so wise.
I guess too short, or are you configuring me out for laugh?
A different name to pronounce, "H" is silent and invisible as I announce.

 Its hard to express the facts and make you ( Any one) believe,
 I am too tired to explain how it feels,
You expect too much, and they say your are a not having any luck..
, A bit quick, and I know but I wanted every thing with a word go.

 Not a way to laugh or to announce,
 It has been with me (My blog) and you simply cannot weigh it in ounce.
 Its the only way I have to feel you (Any one) up close,
 And as they say, why did't you propose ?

 I am actually making the most interesting reader a bit sad
, Even though I have not asked her for a dedicated feedback.
 So far so good, And I keeping my finger's crossed
hoping that I should......Perhaps go on.........................

Just Like that....- Ittefaaq..

Pata Na tha yun milega kya,
 Hai ek jawaab joh likh dega kya,
 Iteefaaq joh likh hee dega kya,
 Hai ek faasla joh mitega kya.

 Tu nahi toh uth sake hum kya,
 Zehan mein nahi parr rooh mein hum bas sake thee kya,
 Poochta aaj bhi khud se hun main kya,
kyun badal gaye kissee joh humein see thee unka kya

 Aaj bhi sochta rehta hun main kya,
 hansi ke lamhee jodta rehta hun main kya,
Khushi de de ab woh hee toh zindgi hai,
Muskurate huea chup ho jana, hai ek ittefaaq toh kya....

Thank you.

Thank you for leaving me..As GOD found me afterwards..

If I Knew What "HAPPINESS" meant...

If I knew what happiness meant. To have "NO EXPECTATIONS".Probably the easiest way to reduce the so called sadness in your miserable life. Most of the times adds up to the worst phase of else the condition. Not having a "GOAL"..or left with no option but to lead the life as if its flowing just like that.


This one goes out to all of you,
To the unanswered calls and the messages sent,
I hope in real ,that what if they never went.
Thinking and writing it again,
Just to make sure it some how makes you to reply back,
But how could I forget the fact it never had.

Not begging to you that it meant the end of life for me,
Considering the fact, we shared some thing common previously.
Angry , furious, breathless seems like killing the hapless.
Guess makes me laugh thinking about the madness.

All the words gone wrong,
Makes me realize I actually spent all the time explaining you the meaning behind the songs.
A Theme gone completely wrong,
Probably the best time to say go went and gone..

Saying "HI" repeatedly and want you to realize,
You are the only one who meant me more than a tea.
Jokes apart you are not to fat and I am not that dwarf.
Holing the cell phone in my hand, & Waiting for a call a message to make my day,
Regret to inform you , I lay all day and never had a word from you today.

The only problem I have, is the clarity and the truth I speak,
To compliment you and tell you "I Love you" , and I am not too weak to speak.
The passing time has made me realize, I am not having any option before my eyes,
It was and has been only you, with whom I want to be till the world dies...

Happiness..."FOR A CHANGE"...

We are changing and for the true reason.When you look at some one offering a seat to elderly or some one voluntarily helping some one to cross a road.Indeed feels good. We have come a long way from being playing a second fiddle role to become role models for the others to perform. The younger generation stand out in the contribution done to the nation towards improvement.What in turn knowingly or unknowingly there has been considerable change in our attitude towards life.We have lost our innocence, to appreciate life, to celebrate happiness, to accept the things they are, our expectations keep on increasing. Sudden rise in the status and the culture has meant that money, power ,fame have made a mark into our head.




Say It once, in months,
say it again with my name,
and its today ,same as every other day.
I love you is word I want for you.

Many a times, I left without saying a word,
Call it shyness or politeness, but did,nt had the courage to say,
Those magical words, which I want for you today,
Much more than just a line, and have no other words to define..

Every one is some one, any one, and is not the only one,
with whom I feel I am the one and only one for life to say "Here I come"...

Happy..for what..I have..

Happy for what I am and what I have. One thing I have learn t that to be happy, you have to have no expectations.As when you do, you end up a mess. Perhaps the best saying I know
"Love the person who loves you, and not the one you love".
Truly thinking its very much applicable, as the time has progressed for good so has our expectations from life. And all those freaking world is to be believed. To start with "DIL CHAHTA HAI" was the mother of all movies to start with.."JEE LO JEE BHAR KE"....what a shit..Though indeed the movies were all good, I mean fabulous. What it lacked was the human touch from our lives, your lives and anyone's lives. The reality gone behind making such lives was hidden. And that's the point we lacked. We accepted "Hard working" in today's world to "Hardly working"..But its just a personal opinion, to be true "Saathiya" was much more familiar to me. A thought a life we could relate to, or a middle class life being shown in true sense was very much indeed. For this case take "Khosla Ka Ghosla" , a commonness we could fit in."REALITY" has taken a new meaning. Flashy, imported, branded, apple, facebook etc are all in. I also do admit it for myself. But be natural and avoid while you can. Can some how contribute to the environment. Nevertheless gift some one a smile, a joke.Saying "RADHE RADHE", "Namaste", "Sat Sri Akal" while walking with an unknown. Might not feel anything to you, but ask a 74 year old man who is tough to recognize the people he knows around him..A sense of warmth and pleasure for him while a blessing for you..Just a thought my friends live for others..Might not have been your best time, but trust me and him. The best is yet to come. "As up there he is watching you"


The expectations do hurt, some time,
What to do, accept the fate in the beauty divine,
They have been plenty of it till today,
No regrets, but for all of it I have to pay.

Some times we feel so much, so close,
And always have a wish, to remember those,
With whom we always wanted to be,
Time or destiny or it was not the the wish of he.

What ever it was or it is or will be,
I will never forget the one who has always with me,
He knows that at all times,
I am and will be grateful to him, and the justice cannot be done alone in the lines.

Last MAN standing...."Invisible one"...

Hello my blog.How are you??..been 4 years since we met.I am sorry I forgot your birthday. Up with you, I feel up close and personal. As if I see, feel and live with the "one".Oh don't be shy. You do not know the one??..I mean the "ONE"..Still not able to get it..How boring and ugly. OK, I tell you "SHE" is the one with whom I always wanted to be. I am sorry I am late, and I missed you more.But how come I was able to resist thinking about you. Frankly speaking I couldn't. You are inside the words I speak the font I use the style I write, The way I talk, the moments I live, the stories I share, the way I love, the truth I say, the purity I relate....could go on.Best things in life come the hard way.So always expect the unexpected.You never know when you can become lucky.Give it your best shot when you have one last chance, till then train,train and train hard.Patience and persistence gets you there.At least when you die your know that your eyes were closed and your heart was free.Thank you GOD for what you have given me, and more importantly for what I have not got. As without it I could not have understood what loss is, perhaps one of the best one to have sense of maturity and level of understanding.

Close your eyes and let the dreams take you away, to my world. Simple and only simple.The way I am, the way you are.and the best way we could be.




Was taken aback, when I received your call just like that,
Could not understand what to do,and some how said hello,
A sigh of relief was tough to find, hold be before I turn blind.
Never believed It would be true, trust me the reason is only you.

I am sorry to have confronted you,
But it was simple and could not resist seeing you.
Its the only way I have got,
to be closer to you than I thought.

I apologize to you for the mental agony it caused,
Speaking more could have ruined the moment and I have paused,
Have had moment of happiness of tears,
I guess I waited too long for 9 years.

The story could have and easily turned around,
Guess its the destiny,respect or faith what every it sounds.

Respect.....Love......Happiness.... Are out of this world..

Some of the memories were revived while interacting with a friend..a friend whom i always wanted to be my ''great friend''..I guess the expectations were too loud..Happy for the two of them. I wish, I hope and I pray for all of you, & u should get everything u want with his say..I do not want somebody to write a blog..I do not want somebody still finding words for the loss you got..I do not want somebody to be anybody..and it was somebody the only buddy who went off this tree..how come every one turn ''pitch black'' the next moment...I wish to see how it feels to recieve a birthday gift..i wish to know how it feels to recieve a valentine card..I wish to know how it feels to ride a bike with u..I wish to know how it feels to get drenched in rain...I wish know how it feels to hold hands...I wish how it feels to be with you..I wish what I mean when I am with you...But truly speaking I am myself responsible for mycondition and guilt..a booring asshole, who means nothing more than a freak head to this world..tried to explain, but In vain..Hope one day you will come to know words are just a mean to say..I miss u each day i grow old.

I cried for you, but wanted to be with you,
I lied for you, as someday to be with you.
I died for you, when you left me for the truth.
I live for you, as this is how i could be with you.

I write for you, as for every word i means its you,
I dived for you, in an ocean to be with you,
I walk for you, as some day to find you,
I laugh for you, as each day I kill myself why I left you...