Reason is you......My "ONE"...

Why I am happy even though you are not with me..
Reason is you..and I still believe in my destiny..
Perhaps some day will come..when you will ask me to come close..
Oh my God..stop me..from dreaming about it...actually you in that pose..

No matter what other's say and you think..
Its me always in you..what ever you may wear..be it your favorite pink..
Please don't go deep why it happened...just a request please revive it..
As you also know that..me and you completely fit..

Loving and being with the one is like nothing more you can actually ask for..
May be I was too fast ..to be behind you asking for more..
Call it to be selfish of me..its true perhaps
There could not be anyone like you..and I some how now can't stop...

On the Road side..

On my journey back home, I saw you at the back,

Surprising was it for me..to have actually met you just like that..

Its actually not bad..but not been able to speak to you makes me feel sad..

I am glad to have seen you..Since then I have been actually mad..

Standing at the red light , and seeing the clock tick,

To actually find out when it will say "Please start the vehicle and make me move my miss"..

Received the honk and the taunt from the back..

Was the worst I received in ages..and made me feel bad..

Hope some day I might take you out from me,

Selfish ?..No I actually do no want to sound like this..

The love that has not died down till now..

May I request you to be my moon that I always saw...

Set Me free..

One of the best inferences that I can take from the life off lately,
Are also one of the most painful one's that have touched me..
To the core....but I still believe in you one my one.
Don't doubt my hesitation ..as I have every thing prepared and not just merely for fun..

Have been doubt full of my past
Just could not gather the will to wake you up again at last..
I found myself wander places searching for my one..
Believe me ..I have always said..we had some thing special..and is better than none..

Will you be able to come back and should I be prepared.
As I am not hopping against time to ask me..Don't you dare..
Forever it has been to love my one..more than any thing else..
Want you come close to me..just by looking at me..even before I tell..

It Hurts..

It actually hurts to see you like this..
Freaking it away..when you are most likely to have your kiss..
Yes it seems a bizarre end to what was started as a move to make you get through..
Was it so hard to say...that "I also love you" as I do..

What ever the fate think it may have..
But You and I define it again..from worst to bad..
No no..I am not asking about that..
Some how I have controlled myself ..of actually not to think about my past..

Who knows I might some day peep again in you..
Not to inter fear ..but actually in despair ..
Call it to be similar sort of a desperate measure..
And only to seek your approval of the nod.."Please ask me to come there"...

Difference between a Truth and a Lie..

am tired of actually trying to explain..
Its was never me..who wanted everything to be blamed.
Some how the things never worked out..
Leaving me lonely every time in a doubt..

The wish that I always make to him is to spare me..
From your thoughts that has been killing , what I have left in my destiny.
Some thing I guess are supposed to end like this..
Despair..and blame me..for what I could not foresee ..

Please take me away from me..
As I will not be able to control myself..seeing your virtue.
Please come back again and be close again..
Actually not in a position to leave you there..as it was love that s why I wanted you here..

That Feeling never goes away..

Will I be able to relax and to make it free..
My mind that has been in clutters blaming the destiny..
For the dreams unseen and I am still wearing blue apart from green..
As its the color you liked..and it was actually before we met in a flight..

How could I forget that hour spent with you..
Still calculating as it was too less ...yes its true that some thing is due..
What ever be the case and the view..
Its too difficult to let you go from my virtue..

I am actually amazed how the things change..
Can't find you there were you actually promised to meet me for the train..
Some how its difficult to keep you away from my thoughts..
Its the LOVE that we had..and its was just a request to give it another shot..

Let me go Off "you"...My ONE..

You have been here before..unknowingly though..
Say it again..Feels like as if I have been waiting from Ages ago..
May I have the permission to speak my mind..
It actually pains a lot..not been able to speak my lines.

Of course of the reaction that might come..
Just saying those words does not mean if its over and done..
Its actually much more than merely understanding the meaning behind..
Does not mean..I have master's for the explanation to define..

Not a wish I want to make to you and to him..
Do not ever let me go off you..as its deep within..
Lately its true I might have been late to take a decision..
I love you...and perhaps I was wrong till date searching for the reason..

Life is a music..

Its actually quite strange that we assume about our perception to be true..
Even though the same applies for me when in virtue..
The so called idea of opinion is actually at fault..
No..its not like I have had anything besides you in my vault.

Desperation and frustration makes me to write about us.
To be true..I never think that I have missed you some where in the bus..
Just a delay of something sort of a mind make up..
But you have all the right to check me when I am in doubt..

I am not acting to be sarcastic ..but actually do not want to sound like a plastic.
And having you besides me is worth more than our last kiss..
Some thing is quite different....when I am with you..
Freeze the pane..as it looks beautiful with this view..

If I could change......

If I could change every thing...from where would I actually start.
As its been a while since we have played our destined part.
I guess I want to make you close to me.
You simply have no idea how much actually I need you, to go from I to WE...

Yes..I like to be with you..
But..denying it will only cause me to be closer to the truth..
Some how I have not have accepted what has happened..
That only time and again has prompted me to plea to you, to come back from that end..

Fictional part is to much into me..that I strangely know what it is.
To believe it, that I am closer to you..I will probably need to kiss.
Don't worry it will be inline to make me feel sure..
You will actually not disappear leaving me asking for more..

What makes me happy is the smile I see on your face..
To be true..Its hard to imagine the world having actually not seen you for days.
That does not stop me from loving you.
We were actually made and sent in this world to be together as Two's...

Conventional Boring scenario..

As I remember the time to feel and to perceive what I have become..
I am actually waiting for you to explain it to me..rather than saying its done..
Most of the situation and the notations were unexplained..
And still you are asking me..did it actually pained ?

Worse it becomes by asking it again and again..
Its there some where at the back of my mind..and boy..it reappears..
Call it to be the obnoxious weed..
And I do not want you any more..to have some thing sort of a repeat..

Change may be is the virtue of time..else its the easy to hide behind the lines..
Don't know how come you come again..to say how much I have gained..
All I say to you Its been a hell of a boring thing..going in me without you..
Are you asking me for the reason to change it..let me say...please come with me for a drive to my moon..