Still Unknown......for how long May be GOD only knows.

I have never felt you so close,
Look behind time through closed doors,
Some days left behind,
But I still have your number, I suppose.

How could it be, that you never looked back?
I suppose, I was the one behind the spat.
The mind always makes stories of you,
I guess it’s never over, as said so easily.

It keeps on saying your name,
Can’t forget the day, when your yes came.
Felt like as if heaven has come too easy off my pain.
What so ever it could be, can’t forget how much I was for it,
Didn’t knew it would disappear, even before the flowers could hear,
The fragrance behind, and I am still closer to you
For me it’s true, what so ever the pain or love,
May be I have accepted the truth in and with your name..

DREAM or REALITY...its your choice....

Dream..nice word..or probably the best word.You could probably get anything you want, and I mean any thing. No worries and only a happy ending every time, but that all depends on the hours of your sleep. What's the best thing you have ever wanted. Look beautiful or handsome and all the world fell up to your feet. have so much wealth to buy Honda CIVIC( Apologies for a D segment car, as I never went to BMW in my dream..Poor me, as only able to get 5 hours of sleep..so can't get beyond that in 5 hours.) a sexy mobile phone..a great bike, driving at a speed of 120...or else more.Sitting at a beach side with the love of your heart, and gazing him or her and the moon...How could I forget the perfect CANDLE light Dinner..Love that never DUMP's you in between life.Always scoring highest marks in class.become a doctor, or an Army person with the girls falling for your uniform.Late night parties or else night outs.wardrobe full of jeans, t shirt, suits or clothes.Lots and lots of options in the shoes, watches department.Lots of girls / boys wanting ti be your friend or else more than just "GOOD FRIENDS".Being privileged one to get anything to eat.To thank god every time. Hope of having a valentine this year.Celebrating new year with a great late night bash.Driving with your partner on a long drive in a rainy season.Praying for your partner every time in the Church,temple, gurudwara or the Mosque or else any place of worship. Having late night talk on phone.

Just a wish or the wishers or dreams we have.Some of them already realized and for some we are giving our sleep. So that we could reach it in time. All I want to say is that just give it your best shot without regretting what will happen in the future. As you might not even get a second chance for it. Love our life, and make all of them come true. God is always in you, and believe in him as you always do..

Stay Blessed every one..
Regards
Dilmeet.

MY CURSE.......

Habit of speaking and writing the truth every time. Have already faced trouble for it, and now no one to stand by me. Have broken many hearts with my word, for them I always pray to GOD for FORGIVENESS. And I know the apologies won't do.

But at least I have always been true to myself and for me that what counts.

Stay Blessed where ever you are....Need no name to mention about her.

I am still living with my CURSE...

MY REJECTIONS.....

May be the expectations or the dreams or just a peer pressure to make a name or just a simple wish to do something for our own life.Am I being too much optimistic that everything will happen as its supposed to happen. nice school life, then college and then job and then..................god only knows what's next. but perhaps the most important thing is that You always keep on trying your level best. And most importantly you should deserve before you ask for any such thing. Value of any such thing, a materialistic thing or else a relationship can only then be better understood by us.

And to me,now at some point of time need a thoughtful person to listen to. About life, hope,faith,pain,forgiveness. Seems a bit awkward but its true. To have a great conversation during an interaction is much more important than just having a CASUAL TALK. Decided to write the blog about reading the word "REJECTION", in the blog I follow. As Till date to me the rejection only meant any sort of a failed relationship. its not that I have had any. But was only one and lasted 3 days. What went wrong who knows. May be destiny or me, a curse or pain or my foolishness or me being too much happy about the verdict that "FINALLY IT HAPPENED" i mean love..

But as lesson's come hard by.M not having any thing to share but the hope and faith is still strong as it was. And may be now its even more. Out there there are people who are all about FASHION, BIG FLASHY cars, NEW PHONES, LOUD NOSE, LATE PARTIES,BIG BOOZE.....list is end less. Is this life or we are just following a trend, to have an INDIVIDUALISTIC personality. Or Just fulfilling the LAST WISHES before we say GOOD BYE to this world.

Its not that my dreams were not fulfilled. M already having a great career and a great job for which I am always thankful to the almighty. But till date from the past 6 and half years just after my school, I waited for the Best thing ie "LOVE". But it never did. Am I too much a weird personality or else I am from some other world sent to earth.....Tough question..well there goes a poem dedicated to the person who inspired me to write a meaningful blog on "REJECTION" or else "MY LOVE REJECTION"..


Its difficult to smile,
When deep inside you know its all lies.
Cannot deny, and also can't cry.
But hope inside will never die.

I am living in the world,
with his name which is always close.
As he knows when the dreams will come true,
been a while, as I am still stuck in these blues.

Who is to blame for this,
me or my destiny.
And If is not destiny,
Then why is that its always me.



Thank you for the meaning...."REJECTIONS"

Khud se Durrrr Bhagta hua...

Pata nahi kyon magar....

AAJ YAAD RULA GAYE AAPKI....

Rabb vi kamaal hain..kadee taan hasii aa jandi hain..kyun koi kise nu samajh nahi sakda..and why is it that we then also try our level best to make some thing happen out of nothing...and still kya karein DIL HAI KE MAANTA HI NAHI...

but zindgi hain chalna sikha hi deti hain kisi na kisi tarah..kya kare yaar..jitna kam soochne ki kosish karte hain..utna hi yyad aa jaati hain..bus aise dil mein bass gaye hain ke nikalne ka naam nahi leti hain..kya karein naam bhi nahi le sakte...

U do not know the reason..but still do..and was one of my reason to shift the job to delhi besides my family..but kaise convince karu, kiss jooth se khud ko samajhaaoo aur kya keh kar na roone ka bahana phir se yaad dilauunn....par aaj bhi gurudware mein ardaas kartan hun, pata nahi kyun..shayad jahan rahe kush rahe woh insaan..

Stay Blessed always..to u miss..

Time never stops..

Been 2 months and 6 days...

It never died....nor it will....just lives on and on with me , in me....forever and ever.....

Get ALONG....


Still can't believe what happened..but everything was good..and still living with the memory of that person..in the name of god.."TERA BHAANA MEETHAA LAAGE"...may be have accepted my defeat..or have given my self to the situation...wht ever the reason might be, one thing is for sure no one really knws why it happens..and the easy or the losers accept the defeat and some like me..accept it in the name of god..it is't I have given the hope..but the person still lives in me..and no day passes by without the dream of her..But as you find happiness in the others, M happy for that person. as Love is all about forgiveness. and to give everything in ie, till the respect is left.

Just living in the dream of her to give a signal to come back..as still everything I do, I do for you...M not weak, but respects her decision, and have no qualms against her..but just to tell her, that the eyes still seek her..and will do every time, everyday till I die..and was no one and will never be any one except you..Find happiness my lady, where ever you are, with whom so ever you are..The person still waits for you and will continue to do...

Am I WRONG!!!




Am I wrong, was not able to see your eyes,
And now you are gone.
The words that I wanted to speak,
were only for you, and i still repeat.
Just want you here one in for all,
need you again, and i don't want to fall.

Was not wrong anytime with you,
never ever lied, and that's true.
I try everyday to stop time,
For a wish to have spoken the lines.

Was it some thing else that made us depart,
And we continue to live far apart,
Are we happy now as we were,
Have no reason to console me either.

Neither I was wrong nor were you,
fate made us apart, and that's true.
The memories still live in me,
and i feel you inside.
Was not just a heart, that you stole from my side.

Was it fate or destiny,
Some one needed you badly, more than me......

BANDA GOOD HAI YAARRRRR





Tired of hearing this word many a time in my day from my friends. Not boasting about my self, but has happened many a times. And every time I am forced to think that why me, and not any one else. Some time or else most of the time I fell glad to be to have been appreciated. But is this the reason I started writing to rediscover my self, God knows...Tough is to imagine what all I have had lost in the past. As the memories still haunt me, and makes me hestitant each time I try to do some thing. I am sharing no examples for my life time.

But may be or I think must be the case only , that this so called BANDA is the culprit of the situation everytime.Is it I am not suitable to be in this world or that I belong to the STONE AGE ...still living in the age old basic fundas of not to hurt any one intentionally or un intentionally. But what about my feelings..some of friends thing I do not have them..Yes its true, but they are still my friends, not that I am not having any option, but because I still believe in them. Perhaps they are some time true. The time has passed by, the scars are no where to hide..I just wanted a single..m repeating a single person to be mine..Destiny or else fate I hold responsible for my present situation. Or else I am my self to be blamed. Tough question ,and more confusing are the answers to it. How could the person reading this hold the key to my problems..Or is it I am deprived,or else I just think I am...Or is it I am for the first time surrendering to just one thing. That I never ever got..ie the OS CALLED TRUE LOVE..and how come it become so much important to me.e..Seriously have got no answer to this..Why do I mail the goody goody mails to every one..dont know..Am I expecting too much from life or my friends..or else the FAILED EXPECTATIONS or the COMMITMENTS made me think of all this..The hole paragraphis confusing ..so is mylife at present...

Some times I think , am I a psycho or mad..as the others some times think I am..
Dont know what to say , what to convey..just want the happiness on the face to stay..

New BEGINNING....



Have got something to say about,
That could be a start of a new beginning,
to give a new meaning to my life,
And yes, I was waiting for this moment through out my life.

Tried really hard, to find the path,
Hope never to give up till I have had my last,
and as some one was watching by,
Gave me his hand, to hold on...

Was like an angel to me, to give me the sunshine,
That I always wanted to see.
I can now see the clear sky,
darkness have now disappeared,
and yes its true I am still shy to open my eye..

Is it a happy ending to my life,
or is the beginning that I have always wanted to define,
let the time say this for me,
Till then, I always pray for the wishes of almighty...

ZINDGII Aaj bhi AJJEB si DAASTAANN





Zindgi ki bhi ajeeb dastaan hai,
Jane kis pal zameen, aur kis pal aasmaan or jahaan hai.
Sapne bhi khoye kuch yahaan hai,
Girta hai harr rooz, aur na jaane sambhalnaa kahaan hai.

Iske ( Zindgi ) pehlu se woh pal chun lo,
Chahe ho gham, magar ek umeed bun lo.
Na choodoo uska haath, jo hai aaj tere saath,
bea zubaan hai woh jazbaat,
Haquiquat to yeh hai dostoon ke, hum hai iske ( Zindgi ) mahutaajj.

Ajeeb si paheli hai,
na yeh teri na meri saheli hai,
Ek safar hai, aur waqt sahaara hai.

Beeta hua kal, woh tera aaj hai,
Ullajh rahe hain kayee rishteee behisaab,
khafa hai kyun, agar nahi hai koi jawaab.

Yeh zindgi bus ek bahaana hai,
Kyun bahate ho ashq , agar pata hai ek yaad ne hai sataana,
Kar lo dosti is lamhee se,
Aur kya pata yeh zakhm hi ban jaaye jeene ka ek afsaana.

Zindgi khoobsoorat hi hai dostooinn,
Ek nazaquat hai ismein, jisne hasna aur rulanaa hai.
Hootooin pe hai dua, aur kya pata kab yahaan se chale jaanaa hai.

Zindgi khuda ki rehmat hai, aur ise kabool kar,
Hazaarion khwaaisheein hai, aur ab na soch kar khud ko majboorr karr...

That's the way, you PAINTED my HEART with COLOUR Called LIFE......



Close your eyes, and wish it good bye,
Just try to see the clear sky,
and there is some thing else you want to try.

NO one was involved in it,
May be the god also did not want this at all.
So leave up to him, and wish it goodbye,
But please don't cry.

Some thing's are not meant for the mind,
Free it from the clutches of the hope.
Let the reason of the pain go away,
But deep inside, for the folded hands I still pray.

Love will always be inside me,
And there is no reason I can stay away.
The beautiful gift which now I have,
I thank her for it, everyday.

Sold everthing for LOVE.....




Some dreams are never dead,
Some wishes are never fulfilled.
Some waste their life crying,
And other in the wait of dying.

Some people are true,
And have faced the wrath of everyone.
Some people do not get what they want,
Some do not get what they deserve.

Some live in the moments forever,
While some die thinking to get to heaven.
Some people lie and get what they want,
Others try and die without leaving a font.

Some people live in their ego, throughout,
Some boastful, while some here still to close.
Some think defeat as a victory,
And some failure as an end.

Its just the perception of the mind,
As the end is not defined.
Just a thought of the mind,
And never leave anything behind.
But try ever time to get the reason,
In my case I am writing but inside I am dying..

LOVE is DIVINE...



We live to die,and want to meet u in the sky.
As love is like a wind, and you can only feel it when ur up so high.

Its a passion that beats in the heart,
Even when you are living MILES apart.
And you dont need a phone to tell you are close,
As when thought the other person will be next to propose.

You cannot just call it a PASSION,
Nor a TATTOO of you on the arm is just a FASHION,
Its now the truth which I want others to see,
As you are and will be the only one for me.

Be mine this VALENTINE, to make u forever mine,
And now is the time to drive you out, till u are mine for the life time.

Wish to be close to you forever till u believe m urs,
Even though in reality I dont know which one is you for the group pic of urs.
As I may sound a bit fishy this time,
but its not the looks which can flatter me every time.

You need to have a heart of gold to impress me,
And its the only thing I wish to god for me.

LOVE



Love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
love is never
boastful or conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offence
and is never resentful
love takes no pleasure
in other people's sins,
but delights in the truth
it is always ready to excuse
to trust, to hope,
and to enure
whatever comes
Love does not come to an end!!!!

From WALK TO REMEMBER..

LETS RACE






Lets RACE at a pace, at which no one would be able to see our face.
Move as fast as we can,Till we are able to catch the next moving VAN.

Lets FLY as fast, so that we leave our past.
No worries and no TIES,But only a BIKE to realize the dream which is in its EYES.

Lets move along, and sing this lovely song.
To SANK a heart with a BEAT so fast.

Leave our worries leave our pain,
Just FLY like a bird in this RAIN.

And the SKY move fast ,
that even clouds want to leave it( SKY ) at last.

Lets race so great so that every one remembers our name,
so that even GOD wants to play this game

WORLD OF HAPPINESS







The world is not as it seems to be,
May be some one is out there who needs u more than me.

Its about finding happiness in the other persons eyes,
As you are still not clear what u really want from life.
Its a never ending journey of joy and sorrow,
And a hope for a better tomorrow.

My friend fight for a cause, make it realize,
So that you live as a soul in other peoples lives.

The peace of mind that you have always hoped for,
Will automatically be there, even though u have always longed it for.

May I wish for a better good life, With no pain in anyone's eyes,
And will PRAY to keep it there as long,
Till the GOD sings this lovely beautiful song.

ZINDGI KE WOH HAASEEEN PALL.





Har ekk din ek naye shuruaat hoti hain,
Kyunki kuch bhi ho jaye magar zindgi toh phir bhi chalti rehti hain.

Naye naye haath thaam kar isko aage bhadna aata hain,
Aur tabhi purane zaamane ko bhulana ise samaye sikha jaata hain.
Par hum kaise bhulaye us purane zaamne ko,
Jinki mehak se aaj bhi hamari ankhen namm ho jati hain.

Galat mat sochna doston yeh to khusi ke aansu hain,
Un Dostion ke liyea jo kabhi hume apna kaha karte the,
Aur jaan dene ka bahana toh din mein kayee baar dohraa diya karte thee.

Unke wayde pe hume shaq nahi tha,
Par yeh na pata tha ke ek din sach mein hume bhula kar kisi aur wayde pe mar mitenge woh.

Unke wayde ka toh gam nahi tha,
Par kya kare unke ilava kisi aur ko apna kehne ka haq bhi hume nahi tha,

yeh bhi sach hai ke aaj hamare aas paas kehne ko sab kuch hain,
Par jo cheezein bemool thi unko paane ke liyea kuch anmool cheezein aur pal kho hain,
Shayad tabhi aaj yeh kavita likhte huea hum roo diyea hain.

ZINDAGI EK PAHELI...





Zindgi ki bhi ajjeb si daastaan hain,
manzil toh pata hain, par naa jane raah kahan hain.

Jaane anjaane mein loog mil jate hain,
Bus pal do pal ki khushiyaan aur zindgi bhar ke gham de jaate hain.

Iq aajeb si paheli hain yeh zindgi,
Jo na suljhaye sulajhti hain,
Aur na bhujaye bhujti hain.
Shayad yeh bhi bhagwaan ki anmol deen hain,
Jo ke aaj PHIR bhi yeh dillo main dhadakti hain.

Naa hi koi samjha hain aaj tak isko,
kyunki isko bhi nahi pata ke yeh apna SAHIL kahe kisko.

Jis haath ko thaamne ki kooshish karti hain,
Woh begaana ho jata hain.
Shayad tabhi isko jeene ka koi aur begaana bahana mil jaata hain.

Bahana badal badal ke thak chuki yeh zindgi hain,
Aur ab bus yeh sagar ki tarah thamne ko apna SAHIL dhoonti hain.

HAPPINESS IS ALL AROUND





Khushi ki toh bachpan mein humne koi zaroorat nahi thi,
Kyunki woh suraj ki kirno ki tarah hame NASEEB mein hi thi.

Na thi koi samajh khushi ya gham ki tab,
Shayad tabhi kehte thee BACHPAN usi ko sab.

Khushiyoon ne toh bachpan mein suraj ki kirno ki tarah hamara AANGAN mehkaya tha,
Shayad yeh bhi sach tha ke us samaye hamare sarr pe maa baap ka saya tha.

Jab se bachpan ke baad se hosh sambhala hain,
KHUSHI aur GHAM se pad gaya hamara paala hain.

Khushi paane ke liyea aaj zamane se hume ladna padta hain,
Kyunki gham to aaj kal duniya mein FREE milta hain.

Yeh bhi sach hai ke aaj kal kisi se koi ummed na kare koi,
Agar kare toh ardass hai ke sada rahe uske saath uska naseeb ban ke koi.

Mann toh sabka khushi paane ka karta hain,
Parr SANT KABIR ne "sukh mein simran" karne ka doha bataya tha,
Shayad tabhi aaj kal koi bhi unko nahi sunta hain

" In punjabi SUKH vehle SHUKRANA
DUKH vehle ARDASS
HARR vehle SIMRAN."

Mann toh karta hain ke kaash khushiyoon ki bhi ek dukan hoti,
Kharid lete saari cheezein jo ke benaam hi sahi parr kuch kaam ki hi hoti.

Shayad bhagwaan ko bhi yeh dukan ka hona manzoor nahi tha,
Tabhi unhone cheez banaye KHUSHI,
Jis ke saath judh kar hi insaan ko insaan ki pehchaan hoti.


Just a thought

" Kyunki do waqt ki roti toh harr koi kama leta hain,
Tabhi aaj chaain ki neend sone wala aaj kal banglo mein nahi sadak pe milta hain."

MAA or else MOM or else MUMMY
NAAM aneek rishta siraf EKKKK...





Maa bhagwaan ne ek aisi cheez banai hai,
Jo ke KHUDA ke roop mein hum sabne paai hain.

Par yeh bhi sach ke DAANT bhi humne us se bahut khaai hai,
Shayad issi liyea aaj SHAYARI nikhar ke bahar aaye hain.

Hamesha usne hamari SIDE li hain,
Chahe usko bhi pata ho ke hmne khud hi JAAN ke dusre se ladai mool li hain.

Maa ko apna hi baacha sab se aacha lagta hain,
Shayad yeh hi hai ke unke saath aaj koi nahi rukta hain.

Usne toh saari zindgi hume apne DIL mein rakha hain,
Shayad issi liyea aaj apna ghar humne uske likea BANND kar rakha hai.

Poori zindgi usne hamari ZIDD poori karne mein bitai hain,
Tabhi aaj uski SEEVA karne ke bajai humne usko VRRIDH aashram mein jagah dilai hain.

Hume kabhi nahi pata ke usne hamari IICHA poori karne ki kya keemat chukai hain,
Jo bhi ho phir bhi usne harr rooz PAANCH ( 5 am ) baje uth kar school jane ki tyaari karvai hain.

Number KAAM ane pe usne khoob daant hume lagai hain,
Tabhi uski BOLI hui harr ek BAAT aaj akele rehne pe yaad aaye hain.

Naam aaneek par RISHTA siraf EKKK..






MAA ki bhi ajeeb si daastaan hain,
Kabhi iske haath mein CHADII toh kabhi AANKH mein liyea paani hain.

Kya kuch nahi woh apne BAACHO ke liyea nahi karti hain,
Phir bhi hum kehte hain ke MAARTI hain islikyea meri mummy nahi aachi hain.

Abb pata chalta hai ke woh maar sab se aachi thi,
Jiska dard ke baat woh bhi band kamre mein apne AAP ko kosti thi,

Rone pe hameshaa maa ne hi haath hamara thaama hain,
Kyunki yeh rishta toh baaki har rishte se 9 MAHINE purana hain.

Jab bhi raah chalte KUTE ne hum pe ghuraaya hain,
To bus hume maa ka hi naam yaad aaya hain.

Pata nahi kya kya kurbani woh hamare liyea harr rooz nahi deti hain,
Jisi ke aaj tak hamare paas nahi koi ginti hain.

Harr rooz woh 5:30 baje uth ke usne hamare liyea naye SUBZEE banaye hain,
Aur 7 baje school pahunchne ke liyea 6 baje se hi uthne ki GHUAAR lagai hain.

Hamesha hi woh hamari bhalai ke liyea soochti hain,
Ab kya bataye doston ke MAA aisi hi hoti hain.

my sixth poem




"Hume nahi pata ke ab hum kyun likh rahe hain,
Par sach maano to ab hum sach mein dil ka dard likh rahe hain.

Hume kabhi bhi nahi pata tha ke pyar mein hamari halat aisi ho jayegi,
Ke abb hamri bhi ginti ranjhe joggi ke saath ho jayegi.

Hum toh khuda se hamesha yeh hi dua karenge ke kabhi pyar na kare koi,
Agar kare toh yeh ardaas hai ke rahe uska humraaz uske saath koi.

Yun na pata tha ke pyar mein hamari aisi halat ho jayegi,
Ke duniya ab hamari harr ada pe muskurati hui nazar aayegi.

Yun toh pyar karne waalo ki ginti paglo mein hoti hai,
Chalo yeh bhi sahi hai ke issi bahane duniya ko unse koi ummed nahi hoti hai.

Isi umeed ke sahare saari zindgi guzaar lenge,
Tu nahi par phir bhi teri mehak ke karan har pal guzaar lenge.

Kya kare pyar karke humne aisi sazaa paye hai,
Pata hai tu nahi hai saath mere, Par teri yaad hi aaj tak saans chalati aaye hain."

My third poem...


Yeh tesri poem aap pe likh raha hun,
Aur ab tak jawab dhund raha hun ke kyun kar raha hun.

Soch raha hun ke is tarah likhne se ek kitab ban jayegi,
Jisko padh ke duniya ko hamesha apne humraaz ki yaad ayegi.

Chalo issi bahane aap pe likhi kitaab kissi ke kaam toh ayegi,
Jis ki kamai se kujh Budhe logo aur bichde bacho ki zindgi savar jayegi.

Aap ko dekh kar kuch aisa lagta hai ke,
Hamesha kuch aacha likhne ka dil karta hai.

Apko PLEA kar raha hun, meri is kahani poem ki zubani pe gaur farmao,
Aur ONE DAY ya 5 DAY ka nahi, koi long innings ka plan banao.

Aapki respect hum sahi mein dil se karte hain,
Aur har ek waheguru ji klo ardass mein hum apke liyea dua karte hain.

Bus aur kuch nahi kehna hai,
Aur yeh umeed hai ke issi poem aur sketch ki tarah apke saath rehna hai.

Aap bhi soch rahe hoge ke har ek poem alag si likh raaha hun,
To mera bolna yeh hai ke pehli ANDA, dusri PASTRY aur tesri BRUSH (Sooch is time pe li thi, actually likhi baad main thi) karte huea likh raha hun.