Beleaguered Mind....with you my "ONE"..

I wanted to say..please put it like this and move on,
Saying a sorry and feeling guilty is worth it ..but the feeling is gone
Of the fact it some how has still associated me with you..
How ever I still always felt..what we had was simply the best and true.

You might deny it...but that does not make me think other wise..
Trust me...you have always been and remain as my lucky prize..
Irrespective even if we are not together..
To be true..its only one of the thing that have always have made me some what bothered..

Stories it looks like most of the time with he meanings not coming through..
Some time I feel as if I am begging it from you to show me some thing sort of a proof..
Deep in my heart I know and believe in you as its was never a spoof.
Only left with to shout on top of my voice that I love you standing up there on that roof..

SOLD Everthing..

Sold everthing for LOVE.....




Some dreams are never dead,
Some wishes are never fulfilled.
Some waste their life crying,
And other in the wait of dying.

Some people are true,
And have faced the wrath of everyone.
Some people do not get what they want,
Some do not get what they deserve.

Some live in the moments forever,
While some die thinking to get to heaven.
Some people lie and get what they want,
Others try and die without leaving a font.

Some people live in their ego, throughout,
Some boastful, while some here still to close.
Some think defeat as a victory,
And some failure as an end.

Its just the perception of the mind,
As the end is not defined.
Just a thought of the mind,
And never leave anything behind.
But try ever time to get the reason,
In my case I am writing but inside I am dying..

Where I left...you.....My "ONE"...

Some where I left you on my back...
Was it only for some time..and never knew you will come to me just like that...
And say..how could you forget me ??....if I was your destiny..
I laughed and stopped for a moment..gazed at you...looked like as if you are some where in me..

To make it sound worth every pound...
It was has always been the matter of those words..
If spoken for you..could have easily changed the so called course of the destiny..
Easily defined the language between us..guess it was only you and me...

No one could understand what we had...
Blamed time and again for living in the so called self induced exile of the past..
Now the reasons's and the letters laugh on me..for the explanations given..
Twisting them time and again for a PRAY to GOD..some day YOU and ME just might again begun...

Too much with and for my "ONE".....

me and you and the other way round you and me,
No matter how many times I write it..strike it...
Always it was and has been irreplaceable ..not even by a BIT..
Makes me feel so much confused..including the whole scenario..
Asking you never to leave me...with the words .."Please don't go"..

Yes its stuck in my head...which includes your pic and the last goodbye..
But frankly speaking I have dismissed this option completely..don't call me to be shy..
Just the name of you , makes that smile to come again..
which truly some what sub dudes the insane pain..

Might go all over again repeating the lines and the words..
Which have lost their meaning and the fragrance..call them to be dried or deprived of LOVE..
All I am saying is to let them be happy again..with your irresistible touch...
Keeping a mum sad face with fingers crossed...and seeing you with a teary eyes..hope I am not asking for too much..

Continuous........For my "ONE"

Wicked it is...explaining the situation I am presently stuck with..

Does it mean..I am trying hard not to leave your from me..my miss..

What ever ..as they say..its foolish of me to expect you to come back..

After what I have done..simply irreplaceable..as its the truth that has haunted me since that..

Call it to be like..as if.I have been asked to separate me from my soul..

How could that be ever possible..as I still wait for you standing next to the pole.

Call me to be a beleaguered one...and yes I dream of you as my ONE..

From that day to some day..it never felt..as if I am complete..

Please take me away from you...some thing troubles me from inside..

Really hard to control myself..as it too difficult for me to confide..

Do not read me..from standing up there..

Come closer..as I am not afraid to admit anything..as Finally its the time to come out with our flair...

Fly away..

If I could say it to you..
I have tried and failed and can't keep away from you..
From deleting the messages to the phone number..Tried everything..
But some how...could not execute any of it...as of the hope that we can some how again sing..

Better to have some one..right next to you ..
Perhaps the so called thoughts are shared..rather than me vomiting them every time here..
Makes me feel sick and tired of all this so called living in a DREAM world of hope..
Asking you . to believe me..as If I am a pope..

Off late the so called confessions have sounded much like a desperate measure to you..
Clarification and the explanations are all at galore..begging you to look at me once more..
How could I actually mend your mind to align it with me..
Fate and destiny are the only two words that have so far controlled me.

The lines and the words may change every time I write..
And its the theme that always cry for you..way above to call it LOUD..
Never actually wanted myself to be a consolation prize for some one..
As always and forever...Much more is still left in me for you...before I depart saying "Its done"...

Still a SILLY BLOGGER BOY for my "ONE"......

With times changing ever since from where we first begun,
Enjoyed what we have all together with our heart out for fun..
Who thought we may end too soon...
Noon..and moon...nothing defines the situation as it has already spell the meaning behind DOOM...

As the times progress ..my messages and the mail cry out in distress..
Of being lonely and meaningless while stuck in the mud up to the head..
Only the head is left to breathe..perhaps as they say..
May I go on waiting irrespective of the fact..you might not ever come to me again to play..

Different meaning and theme at times make it much more difficult to understand..
Play my band every time..as none of them actually helped me to withstand..
The curse I am living with till date... incidentally accepting every thing as My fate..
But I keep on repeating it again and again..we are meant to be always in pair..like my OWN CUP plate... 

If I could for my "ONE"

One thing that always keep my mind occupied is,
What I have done to make my ONE like this..
Was it done for fun...and perhaps I was as usual misunderstood by my ONE ??
And how could I confront this to her..when she does not want to see me and says its DONE !!

Actually it pains me from inside, that I have tried and failed..
Many a times to forget you from my past..
But only have to rely and accept the fact...
That I have always looked for you , every time and all the time behind my back..

Obvious question that you may ask that why I have not talked to you for so long ?
To me...I wanted to go off from you life , thinking that we never had anything in common..
Foolish is the only word that describes my present situation and the scenario..
Trust me..I am not a person who come and goes again saying adios...

I have always needed you much more every time , all the more than I think about myself..
Don't think I have removed and moved you pic..and it always was and is on my desk..
You are the only reason I am here..believe me..I am not in despair ..
But the truth is we were always sent in this world to be forever together as PAIRS....

By GURPREET KAUR...

Maaye ni Maaye .......kehndi meri Dheeye....

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To the UNKNOWN....Happy new year..

Its been another year gone just like that,
And I kept with my hope to see you some time soon,
Guess I was wrong as it actually meant that It din't happen any time before moon..
Not angry or feeling distressed,
Had to admit the fact that , Obviously I feel stressed.

Anxiety levels are at peak
I might never show them and wear a mask of disguise.
How could I lie from you as it was always there in my eyes.
To be true I never showed you, and off late have hidden them behind my lies.

Never every believed that I will be left alone like this,
No one to ask and vouch for me..
Be it destiny and yes its a BIT lonely I feel..
As the day progress and months gone by..
Some how it has completed a year before I actually starts to cry..

I know you are watching me from up there,
Just wanted to tell you Its about time , I think to end up and lets get paired.
For the faith and hope I have on our true love.
That keeps me awake some how to feel me, you are up so close as my personal dove..

To remind you its been a hell of a year,
Me writing for so long to make you feel you are only one my dear.
Easy to explain as this one goes out as a prayer to GOD..
Please do not keep me waiting, and I need you much more than my I POD..